WEBVTT 00:00:52.120 --> 00:00:56.091 At the age of 26, Ludwig van Beethoven went deaf, 00:00:56.200 --> 00:01:00.535 ending his career as a successful concert pianist. 00:01:00.560 --> 00:01:03.175 But determined not to let a little thing like his hearing 00:01:03.200 --> 00:01:04.815 end his music career, 00:01:04.840 --> 00:01:07.575 my pal Ludwig became a composer. 00:01:07.600 --> 00:01:10.415 Turned out the new gig suited him. 00:01:10.440 --> 00:01:12.215 It's like that old saying, 00:01:12.240 --> 00:01:16.006 "Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans." 00:01:16.120 --> 00:01:17.575 Take my dad. 00:01:17.600 --> 00:01:19.295 When my little brother, Teddy, was born, 00:01:19.320 --> 00:01:20.935 he quit his band to get a real job. 00:01:20.960 --> 00:01:23.975 But then he fell in love with teaching. 00:01:24.000 --> 00:01:26.055 Now he spends his days in the mosh pit 00:01:26.080 --> 00:01:28.575 that is high school English class. 00:01:28.600 --> 00:01:31.455 Or my mom, a riot girl who found her calling 00:01:31.480 --> 00:01:35.975 as a part-time travel agent and a full-time supermom. 00:01:36.000 --> 00:01:37.815 These days, she only moshes with Teddy. 00:01:37.840 --> 00:01:39.444 Scooch over, dude. 00:01:41.320 --> 00:01:43.335 And then there's me. 00:01:43.360 --> 00:01:45.295 I thought I knew where I was going. 00:01:45.320 --> 00:01:48.455 I thought I had it all mapped out. 00:01:48.480 --> 00:01:51.255 Turns out, I had no idea. 00:01:51.280 --> 00:01:53.521 Your coffee, maestro. 00:01:53.720 --> 00:01:55.135 - Thank you. - Me too. I want some! 00:01:55.160 --> 00:01:56.335 No way, dude. 00:01:56.360 --> 00:01:58.560 You don't give crack to somebody who's already on speed. 00:01:58.720 --> 00:02:00.370 Don't worry, we switched him to decaf. 00:02:00.480 --> 00:02:02.895 - As long as you don't switch me. - No, baby, 00:02:02.920 --> 00:02:04.126 that would be child abuse. 00:02:04.960 --> 00:02:06.610 Hey, did you see this? 00:02:10.400 --> 00:02:12.607 I got a Google Alert about it yesterday. 00:02:12.720 --> 00:02:14.535 It's the most we've seen of him in a few months. 00:02:14.560 --> 00:02:16.005 I know. 00:02:18.440 --> 00:02:20.695 My God, is he really opening up for The Shins? 00:02:20.720 --> 00:02:23.255 Yeah. When they play in Portland tonight. 00:02:23.280 --> 00:02:24.375 That's huge. 00:02:24.400 --> 00:02:26.368 Yeah, I know. It's kind of crazy. 00:02:27.320 --> 00:02:29.215 Everything he's ever wanted's actually coming true. 00:02:29.240 --> 00:02:30.575 I know you guys haven't been talking much lately. 00:02:30.600 --> 00:02:31.975 Mom, I really don't want to talk about it, okay? 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:35.368 I'm just saying that if you miss each other it's okay to reach out. 00:02:35.920 --> 00:02:36.921 Okay! 00:02:37.040 --> 00:02:38.880 Come on. If you guys want a ride, we got to go. 00:02:38.920 --> 00:02:41.571 Now let's update you on the snowstorm and school closures. 00:02:41.680 --> 00:02:42.815 Baby, turn that up. 00:02:42.840 --> 00:02:43.895 Portland and Clackamas counties 00:02:43.920 --> 00:02:45.095 are now calling for a snow day. 00:02:45.120 --> 00:02:48.615 All schools in Portland and Clackamas districts will be closed for the day. 00:02:48.640 --> 00:02:50.130 Yes! That means no school, kids. 00:02:50.240 --> 00:02:51.446 Well, ain't that a bitch? 00:02:51.600 --> 00:02:53.602 School's out forever! 00:02:56.040 --> 00:02:58.895 Did you really just quote Alice Cooper? 00:02:58.920 --> 00:03:00.775 My God, son, have I taught you nothing? 00:03:00.800 --> 00:03:02.335 Let's go make a snow monster. 00:03:02.360 --> 00:03:05.080 We can try. It looks like it's not really sticking out there, though. 00:03:05.120 --> 00:03:06.929 You guys are all playing hooky without me? 00:03:07.040 --> 00:03:08.575 It's not hooky if it's a snow day. 00:03:08.600 --> 00:03:09.855 So not fair. 00:03:09.880 --> 00:03:11.609 - Life isn't fair. - That is true. 00:03:11.960 --> 00:03:14.327 But sometimes you got to, like, noodge it a little. 00:03:15.960 --> 00:03:17.803 It'd be bad to go to work with this cough, 00:03:17.920 --> 00:03:20.127 spreading my germs around. 00:03:25.080 --> 00:03:26.655 You know how when you meet someone 00:03:26.680 --> 00:03:29.895 and they just already are the person they're meant to be? 00:03:29.920 --> 00:03:31.135 That was Adam. 00:03:31.160 --> 00:03:33.775 Nobody outside Portland had ever heard of his band. 00:03:33.800 --> 00:03:36.615 But he already was somebody. 00:03:36.640 --> 00:03:39.291 Everybody knew who he was. 00:03:41.760 --> 00:03:43.295 Me? 00:03:43.320 --> 00:03:44.685 Not so much. 00:04:02.440 --> 00:04:04.335 What class was this? 00:04:04.360 --> 00:04:06.135 Advanced Composition. 00:04:06.160 --> 00:04:07.455 What's she doing? 00:04:07.480 --> 00:04:09.975 She's more advanced. 00:04:10.000 --> 00:04:12.128 Adam. What's up? 00:04:17.800 --> 00:04:20.121 I think everyone left. 00:04:21.400 --> 00:04:23.846 Let's get some lunch. I am Starvin' Marvin. 00:04:24.440 --> 00:04:25.735 And, by the way, 00:04:25.760 --> 00:04:28.127 that Adam rocker dude was totally checking you out. 00:04:28.240 --> 00:04:29.924 Adam Wilde saw me geeking out? 00:04:30.040 --> 00:04:32.175 He saw you blissing out and he was into it. 00:04:32.200 --> 00:04:35.455 No, he isn't "into it," Kim. 00:04:35.480 --> 00:04:37.095 Yeah, he is, Mia. 00:04:37.120 --> 00:04:38.495 He's way into you. 00:04:38.520 --> 00:04:40.255 Do not take his picture, Kim. 00:04:40.280 --> 00:04:42.123 I'm not an amateur. 00:04:45.360 --> 00:04:46.775 You're welcome. 00:04:49.400 --> 00:04:51.015 Over the next couple of weeks 00:04:51.040 --> 00:04:54.567 I noticed Adam hanging around while I was practicing my cello. 00:04:58.400 --> 00:04:59.447 You're Mia. 00:05:00.360 --> 00:05:02.095 Yeah. Good. 00:05:02.120 --> 00:05:03.455 I just wanted to clear that up. 00:05:03.480 --> 00:05:04.735 There were rumors. 00:05:04.760 --> 00:05:05.807 I'm Adam. 00:05:05.920 --> 00:05:07.535 I kno... 00:05:07.560 --> 00:05:08.935 Hi. 00:05:10.080 --> 00:05:11.650 Yo-Yo Ma much? 00:05:12.040 --> 00:05:13.095 Kinda. 00:05:13.120 --> 00:05:14.335 What's the deal with that? 00:05:14.360 --> 00:05:16.575 Is that, like, street or something? Yo-Yo Mama? 00:05:16.600 --> 00:05:17.695 It's Chinese. 00:05:17.720 --> 00:05:19.695 And don't mock the master. 00:05:19.720 --> 00:05:21.802 It's blasphemous. I'm sorry, my bad. 00:05:22.360 --> 00:05:23.960 Hey, I got some tickets to see a cellist. 00:05:24.760 --> 00:05:25.815 Really? 00:05:25.840 --> 00:05:28.002 Yeah. You interested? 00:05:29.760 --> 00:05:31.215 You're asking me on a date? 00:05:31.240 --> 00:05:35.135 Yeah. Well, a friend of the family had the tickets and can't go. 00:05:35.160 --> 00:05:38.243 Anyhow, it's this Friday. I could pick you up. 00:05:39.400 --> 00:05:40.655 What? 00:05:40.680 --> 00:05:42.603 You can't hide in that rehearsal room forever. 00:05:42.760 --> 00:05:44.330 It's too late. 00:05:44.600 --> 00:05:46.284 I see you. 00:05:47.440 --> 00:05:49.169 Hey. 00:05:49.280 --> 00:05:50.815 I'm Kim. 00:05:50.840 --> 00:05:51.966 Hi. 00:05:53.040 --> 00:05:54.371 Okay. I'll see you guys later. 00:05:56.080 --> 00:05:57.081 Bye. 00:05:57.800 --> 00:06:00.455 My God! 00:06:00.480 --> 00:06:01.535 What? 00:06:01.560 --> 00:06:03.575 I told you he was into you. 00:06:03.600 --> 00:06:07.615 No, no. He just had a question about classical music and... 00:06:07.640 --> 00:06:08.846 Okay. 00:06:09.920 --> 00:06:11.095 Better be nice to you or else 00:06:11.120 --> 00:06:12.855 I'll crush him like the bug he is. 00:06:13.960 --> 00:06:17.175 God, all right, we get it. You're in love! Go away! 00:06:17.200 --> 00:06:19.215 You got two types of girls in this world, Mia. 00:06:19.240 --> 00:06:20.775 Girls who have boyfriends in high school... 00:06:20.800 --> 00:06:22.855 And girls like us who wait till college. 00:06:22.880 --> 00:06:24.644 So much happier. 00:06:26.200 --> 00:06:28.055 I'm totally off the hook. 00:06:28.080 --> 00:06:30.735 What are we doing today? 00:06:30.760 --> 00:06:33.695 We can go the farm, visit Henry, Willow and the baby? 00:06:33.720 --> 00:06:35.404 Stop by my folks' place for a late lunch? 00:06:35.640 --> 00:06:38.055 Mia, you gonna come with us? 00:06:38.080 --> 00:06:39.135 I don't know. 00:06:39.160 --> 00:06:40.810 There's this tricky part of the Beethoven sonata 00:06:40.920 --> 00:06:44.055 that I've really gotta nail, 00:06:44.080 --> 00:06:46.535 and, well, the letters were mailed on Friday. 00:06:46.560 --> 00:06:47.655 Juilliard. 00:06:47.680 --> 00:06:49.775 The audition was two months ago, 00:06:49.800 --> 00:06:52.565 but I can still feel it in my fingers. 00:06:52.680 --> 00:06:55.135 Okay, this is painful to watch. 00:06:55.160 --> 00:06:57.735 Look, who knows what time the mail's even gonna be delivered today? 00:06:57.760 --> 00:07:00.331 Come on, you got to come with us. 00:07:00.440 --> 00:07:02.535 Come on, baby. Pretty soon you're gonna be off to college, 00:07:02.560 --> 00:07:03.895 no matter where you're going. 00:07:03.920 --> 00:07:06.415 How many snow days are we gonna be able to spend together? 00:07:06.440 --> 00:07:09.495 Are you really playing the guilt card right now? 00:07:09.520 --> 00:07:10.815 We'll let you pick the music. 00:07:10.840 --> 00:07:12.415 And bribery. 00:07:12.440 --> 00:07:15.215 Honey, guilt and bribery are the glue that have held 00:07:15.240 --> 00:07:18.335 parents and teenagers together for generations. 00:07:18.360 --> 00:07:20.815 Don't fight tradition. 00:07:20.840 --> 00:07:22.251 Fine. 00:07:22.360 --> 00:07:23.566 Boom! 00:07:25.640 --> 00:07:27.881 I am a passenger 00:07:29.280 --> 00:07:31.575 And I ride and I ride... 00:07:31.600 --> 00:07:34.015 I thought you said I'd pick the music. 00:07:34.040 --> 00:07:36.884 Yah. She's right, Teddy. Fire up the jams, sister. 00:07:37.000 --> 00:07:38.415 Let's hear something old-school. 00:07:38.440 --> 00:07:40.055 How 'bout I kick out a few tunes 00:07:40.080 --> 00:07:42.855 from our favorite Austrian melody maker, 00:07:42.880 --> 00:07:44.291 Franz Schubert. 00:07:44.400 --> 00:07:45.686 Not that old-school. 00:07:46.160 --> 00:07:48.455 Iggy Pop! Iggy Pop! 00:07:48.480 --> 00:07:50.695 Teddy, you can listen to Iggy on your iPod. 00:07:50.720 --> 00:07:52.643 But nothing after 1978. 00:07:52.760 --> 00:07:55.015 - You understand me, young man? - Yes, sir. 00:07:55.040 --> 00:07:57.655 Well, I choose Ludwig van Beethoven. 00:07:57.680 --> 00:07:59.215 Surprise. 00:08:17.760 --> 00:08:19.055 I've always wondered if 00:08:19.080 --> 00:08:20.215 Mom and Dad were disappointed 00:08:20.240 --> 00:08:22.295 that I didn't turn out more like them. 00:08:22.320 --> 00:08:26.006 I tried to. I mean, Mom and I went to all of Dad's shows. 00:08:26.120 --> 00:08:29.495 Dad's band was called Nasty Bruises. 00:08:29.520 --> 00:08:31.735 Embarrassing, I know. 00:08:31.760 --> 00:08:33.735 They were what you might call "big" in our town. 00:08:33.760 --> 00:08:36.975 And for a while, everyone thought they might get bigger. 00:08:39.600 --> 00:08:42.171 That was my preschool. 00:08:43.400 --> 00:08:46.165 But then one day in second grade... 00:08:51.600 --> 00:08:53.523 I wanna play it. 00:08:55.000 --> 00:08:57.455 Cellos are crazy expensive. 00:08:57.480 --> 00:09:00.335 So, I borrowed a crappy one from school. 00:09:00.360 --> 00:09:03.335 Mom and Dad found a student from a local college to teach me. 00:09:03.360 --> 00:09:05.735 And I rehearsed day and night. 00:09:05.760 --> 00:09:07.489 I couldn't get enough. 00:09:08.760 --> 00:09:10.095 I love her. 00:09:10.120 --> 00:09:12.895 But I'm about ready to stab my eyeballs out. 00:09:12.920 --> 00:09:15.095 This is exactly why I could never procreate. 00:09:15.120 --> 00:09:16.855 Amen, sister. 00:09:20.520 --> 00:09:23.375 I loved the order. 00:09:23.400 --> 00:09:25.735 The structure. 00:09:25.760 --> 00:09:29.560 But what really hooked me was that feeling I got in my chest. 00:09:31.440 --> 00:09:34.489 It's like my heart was beating with the cello. 00:10:01.400 --> 00:10:02.765 Dude. 00:10:04.200 --> 00:10:07.124 She's been at it since this afternoon. 00:10:09.560 --> 00:10:12.055 You want me to tell her to hang it up for the night? 00:10:12.080 --> 00:10:13.206 No. 00:10:14.880 --> 00:10:17.175 You go in there you'd probably get clubbed with a bow. 00:10:17.200 --> 00:10:19.009 I wouldn't risk it. 00:10:21.040 --> 00:10:23.335 I wonder where she gets that from. 00:10:23.360 --> 00:10:27.535 Naw, guys play music for two reasons. 00:10:27.560 --> 00:10:30.815 To get laid and because they got rage. 00:10:30.840 --> 00:10:33.207 But mostly to get laid. 00:10:33.320 --> 00:10:35.971 Well, that's probably not her motivation. 00:10:37.560 --> 00:10:39.403 No. Exactly. 00:10:40.800 --> 00:10:42.295 She's not doing it to get anything. 00:10:42.320 --> 00:10:44.800 She's just doing it out of pure... 00:10:51.280 --> 00:10:53.248 We made that. 00:11:07.040 --> 00:11:11.015 The next day, Dad came home with a present. 00:11:11.040 --> 00:11:13.850 A cello of my very own. 00:11:45.880 --> 00:11:48.451 Isn't it amazing how life is one thing and then, 00:11:48.560 --> 00:11:51.735 in an instant, it becomes something else? 00:11:51.760 --> 00:11:54.286 Like here I am, Mia. 00:11:54.400 --> 00:11:56.575 The girl who thinks about the cello and Adam 00:11:56.600 --> 00:12:00.127 and whether a letter is waiting for me at home. 00:12:01.120 --> 00:12:02.770 And just like that... 00:12:58.400 --> 00:13:01.295 Get some cribbing in there. Support those columns. 00:13:01.320 --> 00:13:02.495 We need a full spinal immobilization. 00:13:02.520 --> 00:13:03.567 Hello? 00:13:04.400 --> 00:13:06.175 Our resources are good right now. 00:13:06.200 --> 00:13:07.335 Excuse me! 00:13:07.360 --> 00:13:09.255 Sir, excuse me? 00:13:09.280 --> 00:13:10.611 Hello? 00:13:18.560 --> 00:13:19.721 Mom. 00:13:20.840 --> 00:13:22.126 Teddy! 00:13:22.920 --> 00:13:24.365 Dad! 00:13:33.240 --> 00:13:35.375 We have foreshortening in this left leg. 00:13:35.400 --> 00:13:36.401 Yeah. 00:13:44.280 --> 00:13:46.055 Do you wanna get a tube in her now? 00:13:46.080 --> 00:13:48.255 Just grab the Ambu bag for now. 00:13:48.280 --> 00:13:49.770 No! 00:13:56.640 --> 00:13:58.655 Wake up! 00:13:58.680 --> 00:14:00.011 Wake up. 00:14:02.120 --> 00:14:03.610 Wake up. 00:14:10.520 --> 00:14:12.568 Go, one, two, three. 00:14:13.800 --> 00:14:15.815 Let's move. Her Glasgow Coma's at a seven. 00:14:15.840 --> 00:14:17.760 Tell Portland to have a trauma team ready. 00:14:18.480 --> 00:14:21.165 Glasgow Coma? Why do you need a trauma team? 00:14:21.720 --> 00:14:24.255 One female, late teens, critical, en route to Portland now. 00:14:24.280 --> 00:14:25.575 One 8-year-old male, conscious. 00:14:25.600 --> 00:14:27.335 Mom! Dad! 00:14:27.360 --> 00:14:28.455 Teddy! 00:14:28.480 --> 00:14:29.891 Let's go, Demetri. 00:14:30.760 --> 00:14:33.570 Hang in there, baby. We'll be in Portland soon. 00:14:46.320 --> 00:14:47.321 You okay? 00:14:47.600 --> 00:14:48.695 No. 00:14:48.720 --> 00:14:50.695 You wanna hit up my closet? 00:14:50.720 --> 00:14:52.802 Your closet's terrifying. 00:14:53.600 --> 00:14:54.931 I don't even wanna go. 00:14:55.440 --> 00:14:57.335 Come on, he's just a guy, Mia. 00:14:57.360 --> 00:15:00.135 Yeah, but he's the first guy I've ever gone on a maybe-date with 00:15:00.160 --> 00:15:01.844 and I don't know whether to wear date clothes or 00:15:01.960 --> 00:15:03.495 casual clothes or... 00:15:03.520 --> 00:15:06.575 Just wear, you know, something you feel good in. 00:15:06.600 --> 00:15:08.720 And if this Adam dude doesn't see how amazing you are, 00:15:08.760 --> 00:15:09.815 then he's a total... 00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:10.935 Shithead. Yeah. 00:15:12.480 --> 00:15:14.608 I think I'm gonna puke. 00:15:17.600 --> 00:15:19.568 Better before than during. 00:15:22.480 --> 00:15:23.655 You must be Adam. 00:15:23.680 --> 00:15:25.175 Yeah. I am, yeah. 00:15:25.200 --> 00:15:26.495 Nice threads. 00:15:26.520 --> 00:15:28.815 Come on in. I'm the old man, Denny. 00:15:28.840 --> 00:15:31.095 I know. You were in Nasty Bruises, right? 00:15:31.120 --> 00:15:33.055 You're impressing me already. 00:15:33.080 --> 00:15:35.175 Well, I have your CDs. 00:15:35.200 --> 00:15:36.815 You're the one. 00:15:36.840 --> 00:15:39.735 They make great coasters, right? Come on. 00:15:39.760 --> 00:15:41.728 Adam's here! 00:15:42.040 --> 00:15:43.175 Is that Mia? 00:15:43.200 --> 00:15:45.851 Yeah. That's our little rock and roll. 00:15:46.000 --> 00:15:48.890 She was Nasty Bruises' original groupie. 00:15:49.040 --> 00:15:51.964 No. Is he telling you old war stories? 00:15:52.200 --> 00:15:53.201 Hey. 00:15:53.960 --> 00:15:55.849 We should probably go. 'Kay. 00:15:56.120 --> 00:15:57.520 'Kay, you kids be careful out there. 00:15:57.560 --> 00:15:59.815 I hear it gets pretty wild at the symphony. 00:15:59.840 --> 00:16:01.015 Goodbye. Bye. 00:16:01.040 --> 00:16:02.121 Bye. 00:16:02.880 --> 00:16:04.935 Your parents seem pretty cool. 00:16:04.960 --> 00:16:06.530 So they tell me. 00:17:03.280 --> 00:17:05.255 Seriously, I respect any musician 00:17:05.280 --> 00:17:07.215 who just leaves it all on the stage like that. 00:17:07.240 --> 00:17:08.335 She was awesome. 00:17:08.360 --> 00:17:10.135 Thought you were a little bored there in the beginning. 00:17:10.160 --> 00:17:12.640 No. That snoring was the lady next to me. 00:17:12.760 --> 00:17:14.444 I loved every minute of it. 00:17:15.600 --> 00:17:17.409 All right, Hall, so what's your story? 00:17:18.120 --> 00:17:21.966 How did parents like yours end up having a kid like you? 00:17:23.200 --> 00:17:26.443 Well, I was certainly bred to be a rocker. 00:17:27.200 --> 00:17:29.735 But I have this theory that I was switched at birth. 00:17:29.760 --> 00:17:31.569 Okay. That explains it. 00:17:33.320 --> 00:17:34.810 No, but seriously. 00:17:36.480 --> 00:17:38.935 I don't know, I've always kind of felt like 00:17:38.960 --> 00:17:42.009 this Martian in my family. 00:17:42.120 --> 00:17:44.088 I don't look like either of my parents. 00:17:44.800 --> 00:17:48.975 My mom's this tough chick and my dad's all outgoing 00:17:49.000 --> 00:17:52.800 and I went and chose Beethoven and the cello. 00:17:53.840 --> 00:17:56.295 When I was eight, I saw this old video 00:17:56.320 --> 00:17:59.722 of the Ramones playing I Wanna Be Sedated. 00:17:59.840 --> 00:18:02.215 And it felt like my head exploded. 00:18:02.240 --> 00:18:05.935 And I was like, "I have to learn to play the guitar." 00:18:05.960 --> 00:18:09.089 So, my uncle hooked me up with this old Fender. 00:18:11.360 --> 00:18:14.682 Yeah, that thing saved my life. 00:18:26.120 --> 00:18:29.522 You didn't really get those tickets from a family friend, did you? 00:18:30.520 --> 00:18:33.330 That was two weeks of pizza delivery tips. 00:18:33.600 --> 00:18:34.840 Why? 00:18:36.600 --> 00:18:37.775 Why me? 00:18:37.800 --> 00:18:39.290 Because I like to watch you play. 00:18:40.000 --> 00:18:42.048 You go to another place. 00:18:43.680 --> 00:18:45.205 And you're beautiful. 00:18:48.160 --> 00:18:52.210 You get this crease in your forehead right there. 00:18:55.360 --> 00:18:59.331 Why do I have this feeling you're about to mess up my entire life? 00:18:59.960 --> 00:19:02.201 A little mess never hurt anybody. 00:19:12.920 --> 00:19:15.605 A week later, Adam invited me to see his band play. 00:19:15.720 --> 00:19:17.255 Liz, Mia. Mia, Liz. 00:19:17.280 --> 00:19:20.727 I got to change the tube on this amp. I'll see ya in there. 00:19:21.720 --> 00:19:23.006 Okay. 00:19:33.920 --> 00:19:35.763 One, two, three, four! 00:19:36.600 --> 00:19:38.284 Whoo! 00:19:43.040 --> 00:19:45.895 I wasn't lookin' for something 00:19:45.920 --> 00:19:48.571 To sink my teeth into 00:19:50.560 --> 00:19:53.484 I didn't know what I wanted 00:19:53.920 --> 00:19:56.048 I never do 00:19:57.960 --> 00:19:59.689 I want what you have 00:19:59.800 --> 00:20:02.804 I want what you have now 00:20:03.440 --> 00:20:05.249 Give it to me 00:20:05.520 --> 00:20:11.641 Do you make it look so good 'cause you know what's up? 00:20:12.960 --> 00:20:19.844 Do you know exactly what to do? 00:20:20.160 --> 00:20:21.975 I want what you have 00:20:22.000 --> 00:20:25.402 I want you have now 00:20:25.640 --> 00:20:27.455 Give it to me 00:20:27.480 --> 00:20:29.455 I want what you have 00:20:29.480 --> 00:20:32.529 I want you have now 00:20:33.040 --> 00:20:38.649 Give it to me 00:20:40.920 --> 00:20:42.410 Thank you and good night. 00:20:49.160 --> 00:20:51.162 So, what other bands are you into? 00:20:52.600 --> 00:20:54.655 Classical mostly. 00:20:54.680 --> 00:20:56.682 Right on. I love classic rock. 00:21:06.600 --> 00:21:07.601 Mia! 00:21:07.760 --> 00:21:09.762 Hey. Are you okay? 00:21:09.920 --> 00:21:11.615 Kinda miscommunicating with people. 00:21:11.640 --> 00:21:12.641 The usual. 00:21:12.800 --> 00:21:14.882 Yo, Adam. After-party at Darren's. You comin'? 00:21:15.040 --> 00:21:16.495 Yeah. Yeah, we're in. Yeah. 00:21:16.520 --> 00:21:18.443 You in? I have my curfew. 00:21:18.600 --> 00:21:20.495 Curfew? Yeah. 00:21:20.520 --> 00:21:21.521 Okay. 00:21:23.200 --> 00:21:24.565 Well, we'll set you loose early. 00:21:32.280 --> 00:21:34.855 Thanks for slummin' it with us tonight. 00:21:34.880 --> 00:21:36.855 Yeah. No problem. 00:21:36.880 --> 00:21:40.043 Yo, Adam, just kiss her and let's go, man. 00:21:40.720 --> 00:21:42.802 Come on. 00:21:45.360 --> 00:21:46.975 We're cool, right? 00:21:47.000 --> 00:21:48.240 You and me? Yeah. 00:21:48.360 --> 00:21:50.044 We're cool. 00:21:50.200 --> 00:21:51.375 Hey, you finally got to meet Liz. 00:21:51.400 --> 00:21:52.526 Yeah. 00:21:53.200 --> 00:21:54.725 You two have a lot in common. 00:21:55.360 --> 00:21:56.407 You ever, like, 00:21:57.080 --> 00:21:58.495 hooked up, or... 00:21:58.520 --> 00:22:00.204 Actually, I'm glad you brought that up. 00:22:00.360 --> 00:22:01.691 We do have a lot in common. 00:22:02.160 --> 00:22:03.889 For instance, we're both 00:22:04.040 --> 00:22:05.246 into girls. 00:22:06.080 --> 00:22:07.889 She's with Astrid. 00:22:11.240 --> 00:22:13.083 Go, Astrid. 00:22:13.320 --> 00:22:15.766 And now we've got that out of the way. 00:22:18.720 --> 00:22:20.609 I'm bummed you can't stay out with us tonight. 00:22:21.160 --> 00:22:22.764 Yeah, I know. 00:22:24.760 --> 00:22:26.364 Mia, just go. Have fun. 00:22:26.520 --> 00:22:28.682 - Mom? - Kat! Get away from the window. 00:22:28.840 --> 00:22:30.205 - Dad? - Sorry. 00:22:31.360 --> 00:22:32.895 Like, your mom and dad are cool with you staying out, 00:22:32.920 --> 00:22:34.570 but you don't want to, or... 00:22:37.400 --> 00:22:41.291 Look, I think I'm coming down with something. 00:22:43.560 --> 00:22:44.607 Right. 00:22:45.240 --> 00:22:49.564 Yeah, well, just give me a shout when you get over it. 00:22:49.720 --> 00:22:50.960 I'll see you around. 00:22:51.120 --> 00:22:52.929 Hey, Adam. Mom, get back inside. 00:22:53.080 --> 00:22:55.695 We always do these stragglers' dinners on Sunday. 00:22:55.720 --> 00:22:57.210 You should come by some time. 00:22:57.360 --> 00:22:58.735 Thanks. 00:22:58.760 --> 00:23:00.125 Maybe I'll check it out. 00:23:04.120 --> 00:23:07.124 You know, that was wrong on so many levels. 00:23:13.920 --> 00:23:16.295 What? She shouldn't be scared to hang out with those guys. 00:23:16.320 --> 00:23:17.775 They're us. 00:23:17.800 --> 00:23:19.165 Exactly. 00:23:24.760 --> 00:23:26.728 - Okay, bring her out. - Behind. 00:23:28.400 --> 00:23:30.641 No palpable deformities at this time. 00:23:31.800 --> 00:23:33.086 Go, go, go. 00:23:35.320 --> 00:23:36.480 What do we got here? 00:23:36.560 --> 00:23:37.655 Collapsed lung, broken ribs. 00:23:37.680 --> 00:23:38.735 Looks like three. 00:23:38.760 --> 00:23:39.815 Abrasions to the legs, face. 00:23:39.840 --> 00:23:41.295 Brain contusions, full extent unknown. 00:23:41.320 --> 00:23:42.685 And an internal bleed. 00:23:42.800 --> 00:23:44.006 Rest of the family's on the way in. 00:23:44.160 --> 00:23:46.686 Ultrasound, X-ray, 12-Chem, type and cross-match. 00:23:46.800 --> 00:23:48.689 Let's get the RT down here, please. 00:23:48.800 --> 00:23:51.371 On my count. One, two, three. 00:23:54.840 --> 00:23:57.002 Hey, excuse me, I need to check on my family. 00:23:57.200 --> 00:23:59.601 It's Kathleen Hall, Dennis Hall and Theodore Hall? 00:24:00.840 --> 00:24:02.330 Good to go. Hello? 00:24:03.360 --> 00:24:05.044 Hey, I was trying to look at that. 00:24:05.200 --> 00:24:06.531 Ruptured spleen, we need to move. 00:24:06.680 --> 00:24:09.286 We're taking Mia Hall into operating room one. 00:24:09.440 --> 00:24:11.249 All right, let's get her in there. 00:24:11.520 --> 00:24:13.055 We got to remove the spleen, drain the lung 00:24:13.080 --> 00:24:14.335 and figure out what's causing the bleed. 00:24:14.360 --> 00:24:16.044 If she wants to live, she better start fighting. 00:24:16.200 --> 00:24:18.646 Start fighting? How am I supposed to start fighting? 00:24:18.800 --> 00:24:21.644 Someone just talk to me, please! Just help me. 00:24:30.840 --> 00:24:32.683 Okay, let's go, folks. 00:24:32.880 --> 00:24:34.166 Her sutures. 00:24:35.240 --> 00:24:36.375 Arterial line set. 00:24:36.400 --> 00:24:37.401 Okay, let's get it cleaned up. 00:24:37.560 --> 00:24:38.895 Your cut-down tray's almost prepped. 00:24:38.920 --> 00:24:40.206 Let's go, let's go. 00:24:40.560 --> 00:24:42.085 Thank you. 00:24:42.240 --> 00:24:43.695 GCS still looks high. 00:24:43.720 --> 00:24:45.324 Am I gonna die? 00:24:46.560 --> 00:24:48.210 Is that what this is? 00:24:49.480 --> 00:24:51.815 Here's the secret, baby. 00:24:51.840 --> 00:24:54.241 You control this whole thing. 00:24:54.400 --> 00:24:57.609 If you live, if you die, it's all up to you. 00:24:57.720 --> 00:25:00.371 So, whatever fight you got in you, you got to pull it out now. 00:25:06.240 --> 00:25:08.163 Call the blood bank. I need two units of O neg. 00:25:08.360 --> 00:25:09.695 Keep two on hold. 00:25:09.720 --> 00:25:11.210 I think we're gonna need a lot more than that. 00:25:11.320 --> 00:25:13.129 Let's see if we can track down her relatives, please. 00:25:13.240 --> 00:25:14.255 Right away, sir. 00:25:14.280 --> 00:25:16.886 One of her parents is on their way to OR four now. 00:25:20.920 --> 00:25:21.967 Dad? 00:25:22.600 --> 00:25:24.602 We just have to relieve the swelling. 00:25:24.760 --> 00:25:27.280 For a guy who was in such a bad car wreck, he really lucked out. 00:25:27.760 --> 00:25:30.604 Hey, Mia! Look what I found loitering out front. 00:25:31.360 --> 00:25:32.805 Do we want him? 00:25:35.120 --> 00:25:36.451 I was hungry. 00:25:37.720 --> 00:25:39.927 Well, I'm glad you came. 00:25:40.080 --> 00:25:43.801 Because you're hungry and we have food for you to eat, or... 00:25:43.960 --> 00:25:45.564 Well, food to eat is my favorite. 00:25:46.200 --> 00:25:49.255 Out of my way, people. I just worked a double and I need to feast. 00:25:49.280 --> 00:25:51.169 I'm eatin' dim sum for a twosome. 00:25:51.320 --> 00:25:52.455 Hey, what's up, Willow? 00:25:52.480 --> 00:25:54.960 Welcome, Adam. It's nice to see ya. 00:25:55.120 --> 00:25:57.327 Play your cards right, we might make you a regular. 00:25:57.480 --> 00:26:00.484 Okay, Mom, we got it. Thanks. 00:26:00.800 --> 00:26:02.086 Come on. 00:26:14.800 --> 00:26:17.121 Okay, so who is it? Bobby Schayer from Bad Religion. 00:26:17.280 --> 00:26:19.328 Tim Leitch from FEAR. Tim Leitch from FEAR. 00:26:19.480 --> 00:26:21.130 The guy from Dead Moon. Andrew Loomis. 00:26:21.280 --> 00:26:23.851 And the guy from The Wipers, Sam Henry. 00:26:24.440 --> 00:26:25.695 So if you think about it, 00:26:25.720 --> 00:26:29.167 Portland's kind of like a haven for legendary punk drummers, right? 00:26:29.320 --> 00:26:30.401 That's a good point. 00:26:30.520 --> 00:26:32.841 Mia, your man knows his punk rock history. 00:26:33.000 --> 00:26:34.126 Thanks. 00:26:35.960 --> 00:26:38.531 My God! God, something just stung me. 00:26:38.680 --> 00:26:40.335 Who does that? 00:26:40.360 --> 00:26:41.361 A bee? 00:26:41.480 --> 00:26:43.335 - Babe, are you sure it's a bee? - Yeah. 00:26:43.360 --> 00:26:44.495 We got to get the stinger out. 00:26:44.520 --> 00:26:45.655 No, we're not doing that. 00:26:45.680 --> 00:26:47.961 Trust me, this is this only thing I learned in Boy Scouts. 00:26:57.120 --> 00:26:58.281 Got it. 00:27:01.880 --> 00:27:03.484 Way hotter than tweezers. 00:27:03.680 --> 00:27:06.251 Stand down, woman. You're already knocked up. 00:27:06.360 --> 00:27:08.601 You know, you should get stung more often. 00:27:09.160 --> 00:27:10.975 I'm sorry to say that's the furthest we've gotten 00:27:11.000 --> 00:27:12.729 since our first date. 00:27:13.880 --> 00:27:17.202 Yeah. Maybe we should do something about that. 00:27:18.240 --> 00:27:20.527 I like where your head's at, Hall. 00:27:50.880 --> 00:27:51.927 Adam? 00:27:52.080 --> 00:27:53.160 I'm coming up. 00:27:53.560 --> 00:27:55.085 No, you cannot come up. 00:27:55.240 --> 00:27:56.844 I have something to tell you. 00:27:57.000 --> 00:27:59.082 Besides, it's too late. I'm already climbing. 00:28:00.600 --> 00:28:02.090 God. 00:28:08.760 --> 00:28:09.886 Okay. 00:28:12.800 --> 00:28:14.575 Schroeder. 00:28:24.040 --> 00:28:25.121 Hey. 00:28:26.960 --> 00:28:27.961 Hey. 00:28:29.040 --> 00:28:30.849 I thought you went home. 00:28:30.960 --> 00:28:32.291 I got lost. 00:28:36.120 --> 00:28:39.408 Did you actually learn that beesting thing from the Boy Scouts? 00:28:39.560 --> 00:28:40.800 No, I totally made it up. 00:28:40.960 --> 00:28:42.695 I just really wanted to suck your hand 00:28:42.720 --> 00:28:44.324 in front of all your parents' friends. 00:28:49.240 --> 00:28:50.969 What did you want to tell me? 00:28:52.080 --> 00:28:53.491 Today was awesome. 00:28:54.480 --> 00:28:57.290 You guys are like a real family here. 00:28:57.400 --> 00:28:58.975 I don't think I've ever seen one of those up close. 00:28:59.000 --> 00:29:00.650 It's impressive. 00:29:00.840 --> 00:29:03.650 Yeah, well, trust me, it hasn't always been that way. 00:29:03.840 --> 00:29:06.571 When I was a kid, things were so chaotic. 00:29:07.160 --> 00:29:10.482 They'd be up late, so I was up late. 00:29:10.800 --> 00:29:13.610 And Dad would be on the road for weeks at a time. 00:29:14.520 --> 00:29:17.330 They didn't really get it together until Teddy was born. 00:29:18.520 --> 00:29:21.171 What about you? What are your parents like? 00:29:23.000 --> 00:29:25.207 They're not really a part of my life. 00:29:25.840 --> 00:29:30.084 Honestly, I can't remember them ever being in the same place for a meal. 00:29:30.280 --> 00:29:33.000 And if you want to track down the old man, that's gonna take a while. 00:29:33.040 --> 00:29:34.095 So... 00:29:34.120 --> 00:29:35.335 Adam. 00:29:35.360 --> 00:29:38.887 No, it's cool. I'm good at being mostly alone. 00:29:40.680 --> 00:29:42.284 But that's the thing, 00:29:44.000 --> 00:29:45.889 you're not alone. 00:29:47.040 --> 00:29:48.565 Not anymore. 00:29:59.320 --> 00:30:00.401 Wait. 00:30:01.200 --> 00:30:02.725 I need to take it slow, okay? 00:30:03.200 --> 00:30:04.645 I love slow. 00:30:11.000 --> 00:30:11.544 And meet 00:30:17.080 --> 00:30:19.255 Me there 00:30:19.280 --> 00:30:24.571 Bundles of flowers We wait through the hours of cold 00:30:28.480 --> 00:30:31.855 Winter shall howl at the walls 00:30:31.880 --> 00:30:36.249 Tearing down doors of time 00:30:39.280 --> 00:30:45.765 Shelter as we go... 00:30:48.040 --> 00:30:49.095 Is there enough room? 00:30:49.120 --> 00:30:50.406 A little more underneath, please. 00:30:50.760 --> 00:30:52.888 - Suture. - There we go. 00:30:56.440 --> 00:30:58.175 The surgery's been going on for hours, 00:30:58.200 --> 00:30:59.850 and they're nowhere near done. 00:31:05.960 --> 00:31:07.200 I need to find my family. 00:31:13.520 --> 00:31:14.567 Kim? 00:31:14.720 --> 00:31:15.960 Kim, wait! 00:31:20.640 --> 00:31:22.440 I came here as soon as I could. What happened? 00:31:22.560 --> 00:31:24.040 - Is everyone okay? - We don't know. 00:31:24.120 --> 00:31:25.406 Gran. Gramps. 00:31:25.560 --> 00:31:27.841 We need to find out what the hell's going on here. 00:31:30.640 --> 00:31:33.166 Excuse me, my name is Estelle Hall. 00:31:33.320 --> 00:31:35.775 Our son, Denny Hall, his wife, Kathleen, 00:31:35.800 --> 00:31:37.404 and their two kids got in a car accident 00:31:37.560 --> 00:31:39.881 this morning and we'd like to find out how they're doing. 00:31:40.080 --> 00:31:41.730 - Yes, of course. - Mr. and Mrs. Hall? 00:31:41.920 --> 00:31:43.175 I'm Liddy. I'm your social worker. 00:31:43.200 --> 00:31:44.770 I've just been assigned your case. 00:31:45.160 --> 00:31:47.162 I am so sorry for what's happened. 00:31:47.320 --> 00:31:50.005 Now, I haven't been able to speak to anyone's doctors yet, 00:31:50.160 --> 00:31:53.164 but I do know that Mia and Dennis are still in surgery. 00:31:53.760 --> 00:31:55.922 Most likely they'll be heading to the ICU. 00:31:56.080 --> 00:31:59.004 There is no information on Kathleen in the system yet. 00:31:59.160 --> 00:32:00.491 But Theodore... 00:32:00.640 --> 00:32:02.449 Teddy? Yes, Teddy 00:32:02.600 --> 00:32:04.215 He was conscious when he arrived. 00:32:04.240 --> 00:32:05.844 He's getting a CAT scan now. 00:32:06.000 --> 00:32:08.367 Why don't you make yourselves as comfortable as you can 00:32:08.520 --> 00:32:09.695 and I will come and get you the second 00:32:09.720 --> 00:32:11.449 I have any new information. Okay? 00:32:11.760 --> 00:32:12.647 Thank you. 00:32:13.520 --> 00:32:15.170 Hey, Henry and Willow are on their way. 00:32:15.320 --> 00:32:17.335 And I tried calling Adam and left a couple messages, 00:32:17.360 --> 00:32:19.044 but I haven't heard anything yet. 00:32:19.200 --> 00:32:21.123 There are two types of people in this world, Kim. 00:32:21.280 --> 00:32:22.850 Those who like real coffee, 00:32:22.960 --> 00:32:25.770 and those who like froufrou drinks with ridiculous names. 00:32:25.880 --> 00:32:27.495 You know, I'm not ashamed to be 00:32:27.520 --> 00:32:28.681 a cinnamon-spice chai latte lover. 00:32:28.800 --> 00:32:29.855 Thank you very much. 00:32:29.880 --> 00:32:32.480 Yeah, well, it kind of smells like Christmas threw up in your mug. 00:32:32.720 --> 00:32:34.006 Fine by me. 00:32:34.360 --> 00:32:36.010 So, Adam. 00:32:36.440 --> 00:32:37.680 Is it awesome? 00:32:37.840 --> 00:32:39.365 It feels big. 00:32:39.640 --> 00:32:42.723 It's crazy. I can't eat, I can't sleep. 00:32:43.040 --> 00:32:44.166 But... 00:32:44.320 --> 00:32:46.891 For starters, I hate going to his shows. 00:32:47.040 --> 00:32:48.375 Do you not like his music, or... 00:32:48.400 --> 00:32:49.526 No, I love his music. 00:32:49.680 --> 00:32:52.331 He writes these amazing songs, and... 00:32:52.560 --> 00:32:54.095 I don't know, when he comes off stage 00:32:54.120 --> 00:32:57.567 I just wanna, like, lick the side of his face. 00:32:57.800 --> 00:32:59.245 Baby. 00:32:59.720 --> 00:33:01.535 But when I hang out with his crowd, 00:33:01.560 --> 00:33:02.721 I just feel like... 00:33:02.880 --> 00:33:04.325 Like a fish out of water? 00:33:04.480 --> 00:33:05.720 Like a fish on Mars. 00:33:05.920 --> 00:33:09.049 Come on, it's not his friends you're afraid of, it's him. 00:33:09.240 --> 00:33:12.084 I mean, he's older, he's in a band. 00:33:12.240 --> 00:33:14.561 All those girls surrounding him. I mean, 00:33:15.240 --> 00:33:16.924 it's scary. I get it. 00:33:17.400 --> 00:33:19.295 What if it doesn't work out? 00:33:19.320 --> 00:33:21.368 You gonna be there to pick up the pieces? 00:33:21.560 --> 00:33:22.925 Every last one of 'em. 00:33:24.240 --> 00:33:25.605 But if it gets serious, 00:33:25.760 --> 00:33:27.135 you better not turn into one of those girlfriends 00:33:27.160 --> 00:33:28.840 who only speaks in the first person plural. 00:33:29.760 --> 00:33:31.205 "We love the winter." 00:33:31.600 --> 00:33:33.090 "We never use deodorant." 00:33:33.720 --> 00:33:35.290 "We only like quinoa." 00:33:35.600 --> 00:33:38.683 If you ever turn into one of those girls, I'mma gonna shoot ya. 00:33:38.840 --> 00:33:40.335 If I ever turn into one of those girls, 00:33:40.360 --> 00:33:41.930 I'mma gonna give you the gun. 00:33:47.240 --> 00:33:48.335 Hey. Mom? 00:33:48.360 --> 00:33:50.681 Who's the toughest, hottest rocker chick you can think of? 00:33:51.080 --> 00:33:52.445 Debbie Harry. Okay, cool. 00:33:52.600 --> 00:33:54.443 Or Patti Smith or Joan Jett. 00:33:54.600 --> 00:33:56.415 Lucinda Williams, even though she's country. 00:33:56.440 --> 00:33:57.735 Kim Gordon. 00:33:57.760 --> 00:33:59.240 What's this, a social studies project? 00:33:59.760 --> 00:34:03.048 No, it's for Halloween. 00:34:03.800 --> 00:34:05.695 Tonight, with Adam. 00:34:05.720 --> 00:34:07.563 You're going as the rocker chick. 00:34:08.240 --> 00:34:09.480 I don't even wanna go. 00:34:10.640 --> 00:34:11.880 Bunny rabbit. 00:34:12.640 --> 00:34:13.721 What's up? 00:34:13.880 --> 00:34:15.655 I wanna dive into Adam's world. 00:34:15.680 --> 00:34:17.160 You know, I wanna be like his friends. 00:34:17.240 --> 00:34:19.163 But what if I can't pull it off? 00:34:19.320 --> 00:34:21.891 The whole messy punk rocker live-in-the-moment thing. 00:34:22.080 --> 00:34:23.895 Then you return all the clothes to my closet in the morning 00:34:23.920 --> 00:34:25.490 and go about your life. 00:34:25.760 --> 00:34:26.886 Baby, it's one night. 00:34:27.000 --> 00:34:28.575 Right? 00:34:28.600 --> 00:34:30.975 I mean, I know it's not your thing, 00:34:31.000 --> 00:34:33.560 but why not try out messy and in-the-moment and see how it feels. 00:34:34.440 --> 00:34:36.329 You might be surprised. 00:34:45.320 --> 00:34:46.651 Hey, Adam. 00:34:49.320 --> 00:34:52.935 Hall. I didn't think you had it in you. 00:34:52.960 --> 00:34:54.121 Yourself. 00:34:54.320 --> 00:34:55.606 I'm Beethoven. 00:34:56.600 --> 00:34:57.840 Ludwig. 00:34:57.960 --> 00:34:59.689 Come on, let's go. 00:35:00.520 --> 00:35:01.885 What's up, Adam? 00:35:03.240 --> 00:35:04.730 Debbie Harry always said, 00:35:04.880 --> 00:35:08.089 "A shot before showtime does the trick." So... 00:35:08.240 --> 00:35:09.241 Bottoms up. 00:35:09.400 --> 00:35:11.004 I'm good. 00:35:11.160 --> 00:35:12.685 Okay. Well, it's there if you want it. 00:35:13.640 --> 00:35:15.642 Yo, Adam. We're goin' on. 00:35:15.840 --> 00:35:17.490 Okay. I've gotta go do my set. 00:35:17.640 --> 00:35:19.768 No running off with some me wannabe. 00:35:19.920 --> 00:35:21.126 I'll try. 00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:24.206 Have fun. 00:35:24.400 --> 00:35:26.368 My God, Mia. 00:35:26.600 --> 00:35:29.285 You look amazing. Did you get this in Seattle? 00:35:29.480 --> 00:35:31.289 Hey. Wanna bone? 00:35:31.480 --> 00:35:32.641 You're frickin' embarrassing yourself. 00:35:32.800 --> 00:35:34.689 Come on, at least give me your bone number. 00:35:34.840 --> 00:35:38.162 Ladies and gentlemen, Willamette Stone! 00:35:42.880 --> 00:35:44.455 Happy Halloween. 00:35:44.480 --> 00:35:45.686 Whoo! 00:35:46.760 --> 00:35:48.285 Are you coming? 00:36:01.760 --> 00:36:06.129 I've gotta say I'm feelin' better than I should 00:36:06.480 --> 00:36:10.565 Don't got a lot, but I know life is always good 00:36:11.200 --> 00:36:12.335 Come on over 00:36:12.360 --> 00:36:15.250 Bring some friends who have the time... 00:36:15.560 --> 00:36:16.766 Mia, you have to come. 00:36:16.920 --> 00:36:17.921 Wait. 00:36:18.120 --> 00:36:20.521 I'm feeling fine... 00:36:22.320 --> 00:36:23.560 Hey. 00:36:23.720 --> 00:36:25.575 'Scuse me. Move it. 00:36:25.600 --> 00:36:30.255 So tell me now, are you in or are you not? 00:36:30.280 --> 00:36:34.763 I don't want to move the world I just wanna sit on top 00:36:35.000 --> 00:36:36.135 Let's raise a glass 00:36:36.160 --> 00:36:39.695 Here's to the best and to the worst 00:36:39.720 --> 00:36:44.442 Here's to the feelings that you just can't put to words 00:36:54.240 --> 00:36:59.007 We got tonight We got tonight 00:36:59.200 --> 00:37:01.495 For the years 00:37:01.520 --> 00:37:03.568 For the night 00:37:03.720 --> 00:37:06.041 I'm feelin' good 00:37:06.160 --> 00:37:08.242 I in feeling high 00:37:08.560 --> 00:37:12.451 I'm feelin' like I've never felt 00:37:13.320 --> 00:37:17.803 We got tonight We got tonight 00:37:18.320 --> 00:37:21.767 For the years For tonight... 00:37:23.720 --> 00:37:25.404 Bye, Adam. Bye, Rocker Mia. 00:37:25.560 --> 00:37:26.641 Bye, you guys. 00:37:26.800 --> 00:37:27.847 Bye. 00:37:31.040 --> 00:37:32.041 So... 00:37:33.320 --> 00:37:35.368 Do you like me like this? 00:37:35.520 --> 00:37:37.360 At last, you finally figured it out. 00:37:37.440 --> 00:37:38.930 No, come on. 00:37:39.480 --> 00:37:42.735 I mean, do you like me how I am tonight? 00:37:42.760 --> 00:37:44.046 You know what I liked? 00:37:44.160 --> 00:37:45.571 I liked how into the show you were. 00:37:45.880 --> 00:37:47.255 How you actually wanted to dance 00:37:47.280 --> 00:37:49.695 and hang out with us riffraff afterwards. 00:37:49.720 --> 00:37:51.215 That was cool. 00:37:51.240 --> 00:37:53.846 Yeah, but do you like me better, 00:37:54.520 --> 00:37:55.851 you know, 00:37:56.760 --> 00:37:58.888 like this? Better than what? 00:37:59.040 --> 00:38:00.565 Better than the normal Mia. 00:38:00.760 --> 00:38:04.855 You know, with the hair and the makeup and the clothing. 00:38:05.960 --> 00:38:08.930 Mia, I don't give a shit about your clothes. 00:38:09.840 --> 00:38:11.285 Don't you get it? 00:38:11.440 --> 00:38:14.922 The you you are now is the same you I was in love with yesterday. 00:38:15.080 --> 00:38:17.287 The same you I'll be in love with tomorrow. 00:38:33.480 --> 00:38:35.209 Can we go somewhere? 00:38:37.000 --> 00:38:38.161 Yeah. 00:38:54.240 --> 00:38:55.401 What is this place? 00:38:55.520 --> 00:38:58.285 It's an old boatworks shed. 00:39:00.320 --> 00:39:03.005 One day, me and the band are gonna fix it up 00:39:03.160 --> 00:39:05.367 and we're gonna rehearse and record here. 00:39:07.880 --> 00:39:09.450 It's perfect. 00:39:11.360 --> 00:39:12.725 So are you. 00:39:26.600 --> 00:39:28.135 Adam. 00:39:28.160 --> 00:39:29.207 Yeah? 00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:32.171 I've never... 00:39:33.240 --> 00:39:35.615 Just think of it like we're playing music together. 00:39:35.640 --> 00:39:36.855 Adam, that doesn't make any sense. 00:39:36.880 --> 00:39:38.564 Yes, it does. 00:39:40.560 --> 00:39:42.722 All right, well, take your jacket off. 00:39:42.880 --> 00:39:44.041 Okay. 00:39:51.120 --> 00:39:52.281 All right. 00:39:53.280 --> 00:39:56.170 So we have four strings. 00:39:56.800 --> 00:39:58.768 We have the C string 00:39:59.320 --> 00:40:00.606 and G, 00:40:01.120 --> 00:40:02.326 D 00:40:03.080 --> 00:40:04.127 and A. 00:40:04.800 --> 00:40:08.455 And if I were to play glissando, 00:40:08.480 --> 00:40:10.323 it'd feel like this. 00:40:12.160 --> 00:40:15.695 And if I were to play pizzicato, 00:40:15.720 --> 00:40:17.051 it'd feel like this. 00:40:18.400 --> 00:40:19.890 And if I were to play forte. 00:40:20.120 --> 00:40:22.009 I know forte. 00:40:22.160 --> 00:40:24.322 I ain't never gonna shut you out! 00:40:25.120 --> 00:40:27.691 Everywhere I'm looking now 00:40:28.440 --> 00:40:31.887 I'm surrounded by your embrace 00:40:32.600 --> 00:40:35.365 Baby, I can see your halo 00:40:36.200 --> 00:40:39.841 You know you're my saving grace... 00:40:47.760 --> 00:40:49.524 Intensive Care Unit. 00:40:49.880 --> 00:40:51.086 Yeah, she is. 00:40:55.280 --> 00:40:57.282 How are we, beautiful? 00:40:58.040 --> 00:41:01.135 I told 'em that I don't wanna leave you. 00:41:01.160 --> 00:41:03.003 I'm not gonna let you out of my sight. 00:41:07.280 --> 00:41:09.726 We have another one from the accident, Nurse Davis. 00:41:12.000 --> 00:41:14.241 Dad. Thank God. 00:41:16.160 --> 00:41:17.650 My God, George. 00:41:17.800 --> 00:41:19.006 Is he going to be okay? 00:41:19.200 --> 00:41:20.695 We're updating his chart right now. 00:41:20.720 --> 00:41:22.051 The doctor will be in to speak with you shortly. 00:41:22.200 --> 00:41:23.201 Dad? 00:41:24.280 --> 00:41:26.408 Where is he? Where'd you guys take him? 00:41:26.560 --> 00:41:28.767 I'll just finish writing the orders and then she's all yours. 00:41:28.960 --> 00:41:30.371 Girl's been through the wringer. 00:41:30.520 --> 00:41:33.251 Yeah. And this is the easy part. Accident like that? 00:41:33.400 --> 00:41:35.402 Mom was DOA. Dad died on the table. 00:41:35.560 --> 00:41:36.895 Poor kid's waking up an orphan. 00:41:36.920 --> 00:41:38.001 If she wakes up. 00:41:41.200 --> 00:41:42.281 Mom. 00:41:42.800 --> 00:41:44.135 Dad! 00:41:58.720 --> 00:42:00.802 I'm getting you! 00:42:06.560 --> 00:42:07.686 Whoo! 00:42:10.920 --> 00:42:12.410 I love you. 00:42:24.320 --> 00:42:25.367 Teddy. 00:42:43.320 --> 00:42:44.810 1814... 00:42:54.920 --> 00:42:55.921 Teddy. 00:42:59.960 --> 00:43:02.247 Hey, little man. Look at this room. 00:43:02.400 --> 00:43:03.845 You got the best place in the joint. 00:43:04.160 --> 00:43:06.095 Are you okay? 00:43:06.120 --> 00:43:09.655 That's right. You just get some rest. 00:43:09.680 --> 00:43:11.444 I'm not going anywhere. 00:43:11.960 --> 00:43:14.884 Gran. Hey, I just got here. 00:43:15.040 --> 00:43:16.929 They're saying he's through the worst of it. 00:43:17.240 --> 00:43:18.975 They were assigning his room, so, I thought I'd come here 00:43:19.000 --> 00:43:21.535 before I checked in on Kat and Den... 00:43:21.560 --> 00:43:22.925 They didn't... 00:43:24.320 --> 00:43:25.651 My God! 00:43:27.320 --> 00:43:28.560 Excuse me. 00:43:37.240 --> 00:43:39.891 You're mine now, Teddy. 00:43:40.000 --> 00:43:43.527 And no matter what, I will never leave you. 00:43:45.040 --> 00:43:46.610 We're gonna make it. 00:43:52.040 --> 00:43:53.929 Listen, I need to do something. 00:43:56.080 --> 00:43:57.889 But I promise you, Teddy. 00:44:12.040 --> 00:44:13.565 Adam. 00:44:13.680 --> 00:44:15.205 You came. 00:44:29.200 --> 00:44:31.885 Listen. You can't let Teddy grow up without a family. 00:44:32.360 --> 00:44:33.964 You have got to fight. 00:44:34.120 --> 00:44:36.566 You can do this. You have to do this. 00:44:36.960 --> 00:44:37.961 Mia! 00:44:38.120 --> 00:44:39.560 - Excuse me. - Sir! 00:44:39.680 --> 00:44:41.415 Mia! Adam. 00:44:41.440 --> 00:44:42.441 Mia! 00:44:42.560 --> 00:44:43.561 Mia! 00:44:52.400 --> 00:44:55.324 Being with Adam was like learning to fly. 00:44:56.920 --> 00:45:00.811 It was exciting and scary, all at the same time. 00:45:03.280 --> 00:45:06.727 That spring was a magical time. 00:45:08.120 --> 00:45:10.215 Adam's band was playing bigger clubs 00:45:10.240 --> 00:45:12.288 and festival in different cities. 00:45:12.480 --> 00:45:16.121 Once he graduated, they started getting booked even more. 00:45:16.520 --> 00:45:19.171 By the fall, record labels were taking notice. 00:45:20.640 --> 00:45:23.695 People were taking notice of me too. 00:45:23.720 --> 00:45:26.535 I was the first high school student ever invited 00:45:26.560 --> 00:45:29.564 to perform solo at the college's fall recital. 00:45:33.080 --> 00:45:35.401 And even though Adam was away a lot, 00:45:35.560 --> 00:45:38.848 when he was in town, we spent all of our time together. 00:45:39.000 --> 00:45:41.615 I can't believe I'm stuck at school for another year. 00:45:41.640 --> 00:45:43.615 It'll go by fast. 00:45:43.640 --> 00:45:46.175 You still thinking of applying to Lewis & Clark? 00:45:46.200 --> 00:45:49.488 Yeah, of course. I mean, they have a great music program. 00:45:49.680 --> 00:45:51.808 I need someplace with financial aid. 00:45:51.960 --> 00:45:54.964 Maybe we can live around the corner from each other. 00:45:55.160 --> 00:45:59.051 Or we could shorten the commute and get a place together. 00:45:59.960 --> 00:46:01.086 Really? 00:46:03.440 --> 00:46:05.886 That actually sounds kinda perfect. 00:46:26.120 --> 00:46:27.565 Kid's good. Whoo! 00:46:31.840 --> 00:46:33.080 Sir, I told you you can't go in there. 00:46:33.240 --> 00:46:35.083 What do you mean I can't go in there? This is bullshit. 00:46:35.240 --> 00:46:36.651 Sir, you can't be in there. 00:46:36.800 --> 00:46:38.325 You need to calm down. 00:46:38.520 --> 00:46:39.775 ICU visitations are restricted 00:46:39.800 --> 00:46:42.644 to immediate family only. Are you family? 00:46:42.800 --> 00:46:44.609 All right, you got me. I'm not family. 00:46:44.760 --> 00:46:46.091 Come on, just let him in! 00:46:46.280 --> 00:46:47.880 Do I need to call security? 00:46:48.320 --> 00:46:49.401 Adam. 00:46:59.400 --> 00:47:00.731 Juilliard? 00:47:00.920 --> 00:47:03.015 Just look on the computer like you do 00:47:03.040 --> 00:47:05.042 and see what it takes to get in there. 00:47:05.200 --> 00:47:07.123 They say it's the best there is. 00:47:07.280 --> 00:47:10.045 Of course it is, but it's across the country. 00:47:10.200 --> 00:47:13.921 You know, and Lewis & Clark has an amazing performance studies program. 00:47:14.680 --> 00:47:17.889 Besides, my whole life is here. 00:47:33.720 --> 00:47:34.960 Dad, can I ask you a question? 00:47:35.160 --> 00:47:36.366 Always. 00:47:36.520 --> 00:47:38.045 Do you ever miss being in your band? 00:47:39.400 --> 00:47:41.129 What brought this on? 00:47:41.280 --> 00:47:45.171 You always say that you left your band to become a better dad. 00:47:45.440 --> 00:47:48.175 But you were a great dad when you were in the band. 00:47:48.200 --> 00:47:51.135 You didn't have to give up something you loved so much just for us. 00:47:51.160 --> 00:47:54.164 No, baby, I didn't give anything up. 00:47:54.280 --> 00:47:55.615 I played that adventure out, 00:47:55.640 --> 00:47:58.086 and then it was time for a new adventure with you guys. 00:47:58.240 --> 00:48:00.255 And sometimes you make choices in life, 00:48:00.280 --> 00:48:03.568 and sometimes choices make you. 00:48:04.720 --> 00:48:06.131 Does that make any sense? 00:48:06.640 --> 00:48:08.722 Yeah. I mean, 00:48:08.920 --> 00:48:11.321 I think that the cello was a choice that made me. 00:48:11.440 --> 00:48:12.726 There you go. 00:48:28.960 --> 00:48:32.123 Do you think the band would ever relocate? 00:48:32.240 --> 00:48:33.287 No. Why? 00:48:33.440 --> 00:48:34.735 I don't know. 00:48:34.760 --> 00:48:37.015 To see someplace new. 00:48:37.040 --> 00:48:38.166 Maybe New York. 00:48:39.280 --> 00:48:41.440 I can't imagine. Portland's where we're from, you know? 00:48:44.120 --> 00:48:45.167 Yeah. 00:48:51.360 --> 00:48:52.566 I gotta tell you something. 00:48:53.040 --> 00:48:55.202 I have to listen to what you have to tell me. 00:48:58.200 --> 00:49:01.568 I'm going to buy all of these albums. 00:49:02.640 --> 00:49:04.961 The whole three bucks? 00:49:05.080 --> 00:49:06.809 Slow down, big spender. 00:49:27.000 --> 00:49:28.175 Whoo! 00:49:28.200 --> 00:49:31.935 Mom. Seriously, that just makes me more nervous. 00:49:31.960 --> 00:49:33.695 Sorry. Just ignore me. 00:49:33.720 --> 00:49:35.375 Yeah. Just pretend we're not here. 00:49:35.400 --> 00:49:37.575 Dad, honestly, how was that one? 00:49:37.600 --> 00:49:39.011 I thought it was fantastic, Mia. 00:49:39.200 --> 00:49:40.535 You say that about everything. 00:49:40.560 --> 00:49:42.927 Because you're awesome. They have to give you an audition. 00:49:43.040 --> 00:49:44.655 Yeah, but you don't understand. 00:49:44.680 --> 00:49:46.215 This is Juilliard. 00:49:46.240 --> 00:49:47.695 This isn't just some punk album 00:49:47.720 --> 00:49:50.564 where you can throw music at a wall and hope it sounds all right. 00:49:54.240 --> 00:49:55.401 I'm sorry. 00:49:55.600 --> 00:49:56.840 I really didn't mean that. 00:49:57.760 --> 00:49:59.935 This is pointless. 00:49:59.960 --> 00:50:01.610 I'm not good enough. 00:50:05.160 --> 00:50:07.242 I thought the last one was amazing. 00:50:10.160 --> 00:50:11.161 Really? 00:50:13.280 --> 00:50:15.328 I think I can do better. 00:50:15.440 --> 00:50:16.885 Then let's do it. 00:50:18.960 --> 00:50:20.007 Okay. 00:50:20.200 --> 00:50:21.735 Yeah. Let's do it. 00:50:35.120 --> 00:50:37.415 I miss you every time you go. 00:50:37.440 --> 00:50:40.489 It'll just be a few days. Maybe more. 00:50:40.680 --> 00:50:44.446 Well, I know you guys are gonna kill it at City Limits. 00:50:44.640 --> 00:50:45.735 Are you sure you can't come? 00:50:45.760 --> 00:50:47.735 I'm pretty sure I can fit you in my guitar case. 00:50:49.160 --> 00:50:51.731 I would, but I got school. 00:50:53.680 --> 00:50:55.135 Never thought I'd hear that again. 00:50:55.160 --> 00:50:57.095 Come on, man, we gotta hit the road. Okay. 00:51:03.360 --> 00:51:05.362 I'll be back before you know it. Okay. 00:51:05.640 --> 00:51:08.135 - Come on. We gotta go. - We're bringing him back, all right? 00:51:08.160 --> 00:51:10.295 Bye. Have fun. 00:51:10.320 --> 00:51:11.446 We roll. 00:51:20.120 --> 00:51:23.044 So what's the whatty-what from Austin? Hear from Adam? 00:51:23.200 --> 00:51:25.375 No. I called him, but I haven't heard back. 00:51:26.680 --> 00:51:28.523 It's fine. I mean, he's slammed. 00:51:28.680 --> 00:51:30.887 Yeah, life on the road. 00:51:31.160 --> 00:51:32.920 Don't give me that face. 00:51:34.840 --> 00:51:36.205 Speaking of the devil. 00:51:36.840 --> 00:51:37.841 Hello? 00:51:38.000 --> 00:51:39.015 Hey, babe. 00:51:39.040 --> 00:51:40.335 So, you all rich and famous now? 00:51:40.360 --> 00:51:41.535 Not yet. 00:51:41.560 --> 00:51:43.415 But Merge Records made an offer to sign us. 00:51:43.440 --> 00:51:44.726 It's been crazy. 00:51:44.880 --> 00:51:47.247 Shut up. That's amazing, Adam. 00:51:47.360 --> 00:51:49.328 Yeah, they're throwing us a party right now. 00:51:49.440 --> 00:51:50.930 Well, I miss you. 00:51:51.200 --> 00:51:52.770 Dude! You got champagne 00:51:52.880 --> 00:51:54.320 all over my phone! 00:51:55.920 --> 00:51:57.081 Hello? 00:52:52.120 --> 00:52:54.168 Waiting for the rejection 00:52:55.040 --> 00:52:58.135 It comes in waves and it feels like a throb 00:52:58.160 --> 00:53:00.481 You wanted only the ending 00:53:01.160 --> 00:53:03.811 But what you got was much too long 00:53:04.440 --> 00:53:07.335 I can't be you, you know 00:53:07.360 --> 00:53:10.204 My heart is underground 00:53:10.440 --> 00:53:13.091 When I believe it was different 00:53:13.320 --> 00:53:15.735 I believe we could turn it... 00:53:15.760 --> 00:53:16.921 Wait. 00:53:19.680 --> 00:53:20.727 Sorry. 00:53:22.000 --> 00:53:23.286 Mia, wait. 00:53:25.400 --> 00:53:26.455 Sorry, I didn't see ya there. 00:53:26.480 --> 00:53:28.495 No worries. Just bringing food for you guys. 00:53:28.520 --> 00:53:29.965 Cool. Thanks. 00:53:30.160 --> 00:53:31.775 We're just gettin' ready for tomorrow night. 00:53:31.800 --> 00:53:33.245 It's gonna be a total homecoming. 00:53:33.400 --> 00:53:35.801 It's our first gig in town since we got signed. 00:53:36.400 --> 00:53:37.401 Adam. 00:53:38.240 --> 00:53:39.321 Yeah? 00:53:40.680 --> 00:53:42.330 I applied to Juilliard. 00:53:44.080 --> 00:53:45.815 What? Yeah, 00:53:45.840 --> 00:53:47.495 it's this amazing school. 00:53:47.520 --> 00:53:49.363 Yeah, I know what Juilliard is. 00:53:51.160 --> 00:53:52.335 Well, it was just on a whim. 00:53:52.360 --> 00:53:53.805 Isn't it in New York? 00:53:54.240 --> 00:53:55.321 Yeah. 00:53:55.520 --> 00:53:57.415 Well, why didn't you tell me? 00:53:57.440 --> 00:53:58.455 Well, I tried 00:53:58.480 --> 00:54:01.643 but I figured, why tell you until it was real? 00:54:01.960 --> 00:54:04.008 Okay. So why you telling me now? 00:54:04.160 --> 00:54:05.446 Well, I got an audition. 00:54:05.840 --> 00:54:07.808 In San Francisco. 00:54:12.320 --> 00:54:14.129 Juilliard. Mia, that's... 00:54:15.000 --> 00:54:16.684 Way to go. That's cool. 00:54:17.640 --> 00:54:19.563 Yeah, well, I won't get in. 00:54:19.960 --> 00:54:21.655 But it's kind of a big deal 00:54:21.680 --> 00:54:23.011 that I even got an audition. 00:54:23.640 --> 00:54:25.608 Most people don't. 00:54:27.520 --> 00:54:30.330 Well, Yo Mama better watch his back. Right? 00:54:46.200 --> 00:54:52.335 I can't get you out of my mind 00:54:52.360 --> 00:54:57.855 I can't get you out of my mind 00:54:59.560 --> 00:55:01.455 The homecoming concert was different 00:55:01.480 --> 00:55:03.721 than any show the band had played. 00:55:03.880 --> 00:55:07.726 They were tighter, better, more confident than ever before. 00:55:11.400 --> 00:55:12.561 And Adam seemed, 00:55:12.720 --> 00:55:15.405 well, like he was becoming a full-blown star. 00:55:29.240 --> 00:55:35.486 I can't get you out of my mind 00:55:42.480 --> 00:55:44.608 They're really good. I've been following them. 00:55:44.760 --> 00:55:46.444 Thanks. Thanks for coming. 00:55:46.600 --> 00:55:47.647 Did you like the show? 00:55:48.120 --> 00:55:49.360 Good. 00:55:51.600 --> 00:55:53.045 - Thanks, guys. - Aw! 00:55:53.160 --> 00:55:54.215 Hey. 00:55:54.240 --> 00:55:56.855 You guys were insanely good up there. 00:55:56.880 --> 00:55:58.400 Yeah, well, I'm glad you could make it. 00:55:58.720 --> 00:56:00.484 Of course I made it. 00:56:00.640 --> 00:56:01.971 A-bomb. Hey, man! 00:56:02.120 --> 00:56:03.451 - I can't believe you came! - What's goin' on, Bro? 00:56:03.600 --> 00:56:05.640 - Tight set tonight. - Could I get your autograph? 00:56:05.760 --> 00:56:06.807 Yeah, sure. 00:56:07.400 --> 00:56:08.765 Okay. 00:56:09.600 --> 00:56:10.601 It says Willamette Stone. 00:56:10.720 --> 00:56:12.975 Yeah. I can see that. 00:56:13.000 --> 00:56:14.684 There you go. This is cool. 00:56:24.480 --> 00:56:25.815 If you're so bored you have to read, 00:56:25.840 --> 00:56:28.810 maybe you should've just stayed home. 00:56:28.920 --> 00:56:32.095 I'm just trying to get some homework done. 00:56:32.120 --> 00:56:33.655 And researching what phrase 00:56:33.680 --> 00:56:36.126 I'm gonna have tattooed over my left boob. 00:56:38.840 --> 00:56:39.921 What's all this? 00:56:40.040 --> 00:56:41.135 We got booked last-minute to do 00:56:41.160 --> 00:56:42.320 a string of shows in Seattle. 00:56:42.600 --> 00:56:44.523 We gotta leave tonight, so... 00:56:46.200 --> 00:56:47.201 For how long? 00:56:47.360 --> 00:56:48.455 I don't know. Like a week? 00:56:48.480 --> 00:56:49.606 Ten days? 00:56:49.800 --> 00:56:51.006 It's hard to say. 00:56:51.440 --> 00:56:53.575 Yeah, but we had plans. 00:56:53.600 --> 00:56:55.335 Remember? For my birthday dinner? 00:56:55.360 --> 00:56:57.203 Right. Shit. Sorry. 00:56:57.880 --> 00:57:00.326 Well, it's fine. I just wish you would've told me. 00:57:00.520 --> 00:57:02.040 What, like you told me about Juilliard? 00:57:03.680 --> 00:57:05.295 And for the record, I didn't even hear about the tour 00:57:05.320 --> 00:57:07.163 until tonight right before the show, so... 00:57:07.680 --> 00:57:09.409 So that's what "Glad you could make it" was all about? 00:57:09.520 --> 00:57:10.935 That's why you're so pissed at me? 00:57:10.960 --> 00:57:12.135 Why would I be pissed about you going to a school 00:57:12.160 --> 00:57:13.207 3,000 miles away? 00:57:13.360 --> 00:57:16.842 I'm not going there, Adam. It's just an audition. 00:57:17.000 --> 00:57:19.367 Which you didn't even tell me about, Mia! 00:57:19.520 --> 00:57:21.204 And besides, this isn't about Juilliard. 00:57:21.360 --> 00:57:23.095 This is about you ditching on our plans. 00:57:23.120 --> 00:57:24.246 You're a liar. 00:57:25.200 --> 00:57:28.363 Screw you, Adam! I haven't ditched out on anything. 00:57:28.520 --> 00:57:30.175 Am I crazy, or did you say that 00:57:30.200 --> 00:57:32.521 us getting a place together would be perfect? 00:57:33.200 --> 00:57:35.089 It's... No, you know what? 00:57:35.240 --> 00:57:36.480 It's fine. 00:57:37.560 --> 00:57:38.721 Whatever. 00:57:38.840 --> 00:57:40.015 What? You get to follow your dreams, 00:57:40.040 --> 00:57:42.202 but I can't follow mine unless I have your permission? 00:57:42.600 --> 00:57:43.965 And I just have to sit here and wait around, 00:57:44.120 --> 00:57:46.407 hoping that you'll come home every few weeks? 00:57:46.560 --> 00:57:47.615 How is that fair? 00:57:47.640 --> 00:57:49.935 You lied to me, Mia. We had plans. 00:57:49.960 --> 00:57:51.724 One minute, it's one thing. The next minute, it's the other. 00:57:51.880 --> 00:57:53.095 I grew up with that shit, okay? 00:57:53.120 --> 00:57:54.849 I don't need it. 00:57:56.040 --> 00:57:57.575 Even if I do go to Juilliard, 00:57:57.600 --> 00:57:59.887 we can figure it out. 00:58:00.000 --> 00:58:02.082 Baby, we can text and we can Skype... 00:58:02.240 --> 00:58:03.526 Skype? Skype? 00:58:03.680 --> 00:58:04.886 Jesus, Mia! Have you ever even 00:58:05.000 --> 00:58:06.575 had a long-distance relationship? 00:58:06.600 --> 00:58:08.135 It's bullshit. 00:58:08.160 --> 00:58:11.055 Okay? It's like dating a ghost. 00:58:11.080 --> 00:58:13.055 But Skype, it solves everything right? 00:58:13.080 --> 00:58:14.255 You know, you're so naive, man. 00:58:14.280 --> 00:58:15.680 You don't know shit about the world. 00:58:15.800 --> 00:58:17.455 I can't believe you just said that to me. 00:58:17.480 --> 00:58:18.975 What, you want me to write it down for you? 00:58:19.000 --> 00:58:21.855 Adam! Sorry, dude, but we gotta jet 00:58:21.880 --> 00:58:23.962 if we wanna make it to the motel before sunup. 00:58:25.880 --> 00:58:27.735 No! No. You cannot leave me like that! 00:58:27.760 --> 00:58:29.330 Why didn't you tell me? 00:58:29.440 --> 00:58:32.250 Maybe because I am terrified of losing you! 00:58:36.560 --> 00:58:39.166 You know what? You do your thing. I'm gonna do mine. 00:58:41.720 --> 00:58:44.610 Fine, but for the record, you're the one who's getting in the van. 00:58:44.760 --> 00:58:46.295 Yeah, whatever. 00:59:20.520 --> 00:59:21.681 Mr. and Mrs. Hall? 00:59:21.840 --> 00:59:22.841 Yes. 00:59:24.640 --> 00:59:26.642 So, Mia's still unconscious. 00:59:26.800 --> 00:59:29.215 The respiratory therapists are going to run some tests 00:59:29.240 --> 00:59:32.335 to see when they can wean her off the ventilator. 00:59:32.360 --> 00:59:34.175 So, that's good news. 00:59:34.200 --> 00:59:36.335 If she can breathe on her own. 00:59:36.360 --> 00:59:39.775 With comatose patients, the first 24 hours are critical. 00:59:39.800 --> 00:59:41.535 If she shows any signs of awareness... 00:59:41.560 --> 00:59:43.495 Adam. I'm sorry. I gotta go. 00:59:51.280 --> 00:59:55.001 Woke up this morning... 01:00:08.240 --> 01:00:13.167 Looked up this morning 01:00:13.400 --> 01:00:18.691 Saw the roses full of thorns... 01:00:25.880 --> 01:00:29.043 The food was good but the service is a little, you know... 01:00:29.160 --> 01:00:31.367 Well, I'm sorry. It's just the way things are. 01:00:31.480 --> 01:00:33.403 That's not necessary. 01:00:34.040 --> 01:00:35.724 When are we gonna open presents? 01:00:35.880 --> 01:00:37.211 - Mia? - That's gonna be fun! 01:00:37.400 --> 01:00:38.535 Yeah, you wanna do that? 01:00:38.560 --> 01:00:39.891 Yeah, sure. 01:00:42.520 --> 01:00:46.047 I've gone all around 01:00:47.360 --> 01:00:52.730 Till there's nothing left to say 01:00:59.000 --> 01:01:03.289 Wrote it all down 01:01:04.160 --> 01:01:10.008 Into something that couldn't be said 01:01:24.280 --> 01:01:27.215 I thought you were supposed to be, 01:01:27.240 --> 01:01:28.924 in Seattle. 01:01:29.120 --> 01:01:31.255 No show tonight so I just 01:01:31.280 --> 01:01:32.805 thought I'd drive down for the day. 01:01:42.320 --> 01:01:43.606 What's that? 01:01:44.120 --> 01:01:45.167 It's a replica. 01:01:45.320 --> 01:01:47.855 Of Jolari Hall in San Francisco. 01:01:47.880 --> 01:01:49.520 Where you'll be auditioning for Juilliard. 01:01:50.080 --> 01:01:51.844 That's the ceiling. 01:01:52.000 --> 01:01:54.055 I put it up there. 01:01:54.080 --> 01:01:55.206 It's intense. 01:01:55.680 --> 01:01:57.775 Yeah. I figured, 01:01:57.800 --> 01:01:58.961 you know, if you look at it every night 01:01:59.120 --> 01:02:01.441 it wouldn't seem so scary when you get there. 01:02:04.800 --> 01:02:06.609 What do you want, Adam? 01:02:08.320 --> 01:02:09.367 Mia, I'm sorry. 01:02:09.520 --> 01:02:12.171 I know, I suck. No, no. 01:02:12.320 --> 01:02:14.607 You can't just disappear from my life like that 01:02:14.760 --> 01:02:16.600 and pop back into it whenever you feel like it. 01:02:16.680 --> 01:02:18.489 I know. It's just, 01:02:18.640 --> 01:02:21.883 the people in my life have a habit of disappearing on me 01:02:22.040 --> 01:02:23.485 and when you started making plans... 01:02:23.640 --> 01:02:25.642 You're not gonna lose me. 01:02:27.880 --> 01:02:29.723 Adam, I love you. 01:02:31.680 --> 01:02:33.523 But these last few days 01:02:34.360 --> 01:02:36.124 have been brutal. 01:02:36.320 --> 01:02:37.845 I know. 01:02:37.960 --> 01:02:39.485 I know. For me too. 01:02:48.160 --> 01:02:49.491 Happy birthday. 01:02:52.080 --> 01:02:53.655 Well, at least I know the wrapping's yours. 01:02:53.680 --> 01:02:55.045 Shut up. And just open it. Come on. 01:03:02.000 --> 01:03:04.207 It's a cello and a guitar. 01:03:04.880 --> 01:03:06.405 Do you get it? 01:03:28.360 --> 01:03:30.681 God, I hate you. 01:03:46.920 --> 01:03:49.400 When did you know you were good? 01:03:49.720 --> 01:03:50.775 I dunno. 01:03:50.800 --> 01:03:51.895 Liar. 01:03:51.920 --> 01:03:53.135 No! I mean, the guitar! Come on. 01:03:53.160 --> 01:03:55.128 What was, like, the moment? 01:03:56.920 --> 01:03:58.763 Actually, there was one night. 01:03:59.840 --> 01:04:01.968 When we first started playing out. 01:04:03.600 --> 01:04:06.251 Right before the show, Liz talked me into going to the liquor store 01:04:06.360 --> 01:04:08.328 and getting her a Red Bull. 01:04:10.680 --> 01:04:12.330 So I go in 01:04:13.440 --> 01:04:16.364 and there's this drunk dude buying a bottle of Jack. 01:04:19.040 --> 01:04:20.963 And I realize it's him. 01:04:22.520 --> 01:04:24.249 It's my old man. 01:04:26.120 --> 01:04:27.531 And I just 01:04:27.800 --> 01:04:29.325 stop cold. 01:04:31.840 --> 01:04:33.888 And he just looks right at me 01:04:34.480 --> 01:04:36.005 and walks out. 01:04:37.040 --> 01:04:38.804 No idea who I was. 01:04:41.640 --> 01:04:43.005 Shit, Adam. 01:04:44.120 --> 01:04:47.775 Then that night, I played like I was on fire. 01:04:47.800 --> 01:04:50.695 I don't know if I thought I was good. 01:04:50.720 --> 01:04:53.326 I just knew that nothing else mattered. 01:04:54.720 --> 01:04:56.495 Till now. 01:04:56.520 --> 01:04:57.931 Till you. 01:05:09.560 --> 01:05:11.085 When I play, 01:05:13.200 --> 01:05:14.735 I kind of picture 01:05:14.760 --> 01:05:16.888 myself inside the cello. 01:05:19.200 --> 01:05:20.406 It's like my little house. 01:05:20.520 --> 01:05:21.681 Really? 01:05:25.680 --> 01:05:26.975 Actually, no. 01:05:27.000 --> 01:05:28.889 I'm totally just in it for the guys. 01:05:32.720 --> 01:05:34.688 I got you, didn't I? Yeah. 01:05:34.840 --> 01:05:35.841 Yeah. 01:06:00.440 --> 01:06:03.364 How am I supposed to find the strength to stay? 01:06:04.720 --> 01:06:07.405 What would it feel like to wake up an orphan? 01:06:08.600 --> 01:06:11.490 To never smell Dad cooking pancakes? 01:06:11.880 --> 01:06:15.726 To never stand next to Mom quietly talking as we do the dishes? 01:06:17.680 --> 01:06:19.409 But how could I go? 01:06:22.600 --> 01:06:25.255 The nurse said I control this whole thing. 01:06:25.280 --> 01:06:27.965 If I live, if I die. 01:06:28.080 --> 01:06:29.570 It's all up to me. 01:06:31.080 --> 01:06:33.845 And that terrifies me more than anything else. 01:06:39.240 --> 01:06:40.480 Mia Hall. 01:06:41.280 --> 01:06:42.611 Good luck. 01:09:07.280 --> 01:09:09.681 Thanks for driving me, Gramps. 01:09:09.800 --> 01:09:11.325 I mean, that was... 01:09:14.400 --> 01:09:15.401 Thank you. 01:09:16.200 --> 01:09:17.281 Mia. 01:09:19.520 --> 01:09:22.335 I just wanted to tell you that 01:09:22.360 --> 01:09:24.089 I watched your audition. 01:09:24.200 --> 01:09:25.645 From backstage. 01:09:26.360 --> 01:09:27.455 I wasn't too sure 01:09:27.480 --> 01:09:29.562 if that cello was gonna make it out alive. 01:09:29.760 --> 01:09:31.603 I know. I didn't know I had it in me. 01:09:31.720 --> 01:09:32.767 Well, you do. 01:09:33.400 --> 01:09:34.535 You were fearless. 01:09:34.560 --> 01:09:36.688 You played your guts out up there. 01:09:37.400 --> 01:09:38.401 Mia. 01:09:39.800 --> 01:09:42.455 You've got something special. 01:09:42.480 --> 01:09:44.084 Your dad had it too, 01:09:44.440 --> 01:09:46.488 but I never told him. 01:09:46.600 --> 01:09:49.285 I never made too much fuss about his music 01:09:50.440 --> 01:09:52.602 and I don't wanna make the same mistake with you. 01:09:52.760 --> 01:09:54.364 If those Juilliard people don't take you, 01:09:54.480 --> 01:09:55.845 they are damn fools 01:09:55.960 --> 01:09:58.201 because what you did up there was magic. 01:10:01.520 --> 01:10:03.045 Thank you, Gramps. 01:10:18.560 --> 01:10:21.325 I spend these hollow nights 01:10:22.120 --> 01:10:24.646 All alone 01:10:28.840 --> 01:10:31.650 Safe from the looking glass 01:10:32.320 --> 01:10:35.324 Which you kept home 01:10:39.240 --> 01:10:41.686 I saw the sea and knew 01:10:42.080 --> 01:10:45.926 It was a mirage 01:10:49.480 --> 01:10:52.131 It wasn't even so 01:10:52.560 --> 01:10:55.848 I played the odds 01:10:58.160 --> 01:11:00.242 I never wanted to go 01:11:00.800 --> 01:11:02.802 And now I'm letting you know 01:11:03.480 --> 01:11:05.415 I just wanted to feel 01:11:05.440 --> 01:11:10.815 The life in me 01:11:15.200 --> 01:11:17.095 Hey! You're back. 01:11:17.120 --> 01:11:19.487 That was a really beautiful song, Adam. 01:11:19.680 --> 01:11:21.205 It's gettin' there. 01:11:22.520 --> 01:11:23.615 How'd it go? 01:11:23.640 --> 01:11:25.290 Did you kill the audition? 01:11:25.400 --> 01:11:28.085 Are they gonna let you in on a full scholarship? 01:11:28.200 --> 01:11:30.535 I did all right, I guess. 01:11:30.560 --> 01:11:32.215 But it's kinda like 01:11:32.240 --> 01:11:33.695 playing to statues. 01:11:33.720 --> 01:11:36.095 Come on. I bet you did better than you think. 01:11:36.120 --> 01:11:37.485 And if not... 01:11:39.800 --> 01:11:41.609 Actually... 01:11:41.760 --> 01:11:45.606 Adam, I played better than I have in my entire life. 01:11:47.040 --> 01:11:51.335 It was like I was possessed and the music, it just... 01:11:51.360 --> 01:11:53.522 It poured out of me. 01:11:54.440 --> 01:11:57.887 God. I've never felt anything like that before. 01:12:01.760 --> 01:12:03.603 I wish I could've seen that. 01:12:04.840 --> 01:12:06.330 Yeah, me too. 01:12:08.320 --> 01:12:11.005 You know, for once, I actually felt 01:12:11.760 --> 01:12:13.569 like I could do this. 01:12:15.760 --> 01:12:19.481 Why didn't you call me after the audition to brag? 01:12:19.640 --> 01:12:22.325 I know I should have, but... 01:12:24.200 --> 01:12:25.255 I don't wanna fight, okay? 01:12:25.280 --> 01:12:26.611 I know. I don't wanna fight. 01:12:30.440 --> 01:12:32.975 Okay, well, you played better than you have in your entire life. 01:12:33.000 --> 01:12:34.490 We should celebrate. 01:12:44.440 --> 01:12:47.284 So how come you've never written a song for me? 01:12:47.440 --> 01:12:49.095 I don't know, I'm no good at writing 01:12:49.120 --> 01:12:50.849 about things that make me happy. 01:12:50.960 --> 01:12:52.375 If you want a song, you're gonna have to, like, 01:12:52.400 --> 01:12:53.481 cheat on me or something. 01:12:53.600 --> 01:12:55.255 What do I have to do for a whole album? 01:12:55.280 --> 01:12:57.044 Come on. Don't get greedy. 01:13:01.520 --> 01:13:03.124 You know, I don't think I'll even get in. 01:13:03.280 --> 01:13:05.095 There were like 100 other kids there. 01:13:05.120 --> 01:13:07.805 Then I don't have to choose, right? 01:13:07.960 --> 01:13:11.521 But if you do get in, the choice is already made, isn't it? 01:13:11.640 --> 01:13:13.935 Mia, come on. I'm not gonna be that asshole 01:13:13.960 --> 01:13:16.415 that stops you from going to Juilliard. 01:13:16.440 --> 01:13:19.175 If it was me, you'd let me go. 01:13:19.200 --> 01:13:21.646 Yeah, but in a way, I already have. 01:13:22.360 --> 01:13:24.283 You know, you're going to your own Juilliard. 01:13:24.640 --> 01:13:25.926 Yeah, I know. 01:13:26.960 --> 01:13:28.485 But I'm still here. 01:13:29.880 --> 01:13:32.645 Okay? And I'm still crazy in love with you. 01:13:34.680 --> 01:13:36.409 Yeah, me too. 01:13:55.840 --> 01:13:57.444 There you are. 01:13:57.840 --> 01:13:59.842 Been looking everywhere for you. 01:14:02.520 --> 01:14:05.364 Guess your big show got canceled? 01:14:05.520 --> 01:14:07.170 Like I give a shit. 01:14:08.480 --> 01:14:10.655 I'm sorry. I'm just... No, it's fine. 01:14:10.680 --> 01:14:11.920 I get it. 01:14:17.440 --> 01:14:19.329 The first day, man. 01:14:20.880 --> 01:14:23.735 The first day I walked past that room 01:14:23.760 --> 01:14:25.728 and saw her playing, that was it. 01:14:30.560 --> 01:14:32.175 God, I'm such an asshole. 01:14:32.200 --> 01:14:34.043 No, Adam. Don't. 01:14:39.320 --> 01:14:41.971 She get in? To Juilliard? 01:14:43.840 --> 01:14:45.046 I don't know. 01:14:45.720 --> 01:14:48.007 Letters sent out Friday. 01:14:48.160 --> 01:14:50.367 I think she was supposed to hear today. 01:14:51.840 --> 01:14:53.205 I can't. 01:14:53.360 --> 01:14:55.249 I can't lose her again. 01:14:57.920 --> 01:14:59.081 Let's go. 01:15:20.440 --> 01:15:21.441 What now? 01:15:22.600 --> 01:15:24.560 Well, I gotta get in there. I gotta see her. 01:15:31.600 --> 01:15:32.601 Excuse me. 01:15:32.760 --> 01:15:35.135 Hi, there's this girl and she's having a baby 01:15:35.160 --> 01:15:37.208 in the bathroom on the third floor. 01:15:37.360 --> 01:15:38.850 And she's down there and she's just grunting 01:15:38.960 --> 01:15:40.644 and screaming and there's blood everywhere! 01:15:40.800 --> 01:15:42.055 And it's really unsanitary, 01:15:42.080 --> 01:15:43.491 and we really need someone down there right now. 01:15:43.640 --> 01:15:44.641 Okay... 01:15:44.760 --> 01:15:47.240 We really need someone down there right now! 01:15:47.400 --> 01:15:48.731 Shit! Go! 01:15:54.880 --> 01:15:57.087 Excuse me, young man, I've told you you can't be here. 01:15:57.560 --> 01:15:58.695 Security, get me Security. Right now. 01:15:58.720 --> 01:16:00.131 Mia Hall? 01:16:02.040 --> 01:16:04.407 Please, I just wanna feel you touch me. 01:16:04.560 --> 01:16:06.164 Mia. Please. 01:16:07.320 --> 01:16:09.084 - Hands off. - Come on. 01:16:09.560 --> 01:16:11.244 What are you doing? Get off me! 01:16:11.400 --> 01:16:13.323 You can't do this to him! 01:16:14.080 --> 01:16:16.287 You know, I tried to do this the nice way. 01:16:16.440 --> 01:16:18.249 You wouldn't know nice if it bit you in the ass, lady. 01:16:18.560 --> 01:16:20.085 Hey. Knock it off. 01:16:20.760 --> 01:16:22.410 - Willow? - Willow? 01:16:22.560 --> 01:16:23.935 What the hell is going on? 01:16:23.960 --> 01:16:25.166 They were trying to break into the ICU. 01:16:25.320 --> 01:16:28.175 Yeah, 'cause Jabba the Nurse wouldn't let us in to see Mia. 01:16:28.200 --> 01:16:30.695 Well, I know these kids personally, so, why don't you just let me 01:16:30.720 --> 01:16:32.245 handle it from here. 01:16:33.840 --> 01:16:36.810 Fine. Then just keep them in the waiting room. 01:16:41.200 --> 01:16:42.850 What the hell were you guys thinking? 01:16:43.000 --> 01:16:44.650 I need to see Mia. 01:16:46.960 --> 01:16:49.361 Well, she's gonna need you now more than ever. 01:16:52.080 --> 01:16:53.570 Hey, what's going on? 01:16:54.640 --> 01:16:56.449 Willow, what's happening? 01:16:58.200 --> 01:16:59.690 Willow, why aren't you with Teddy? 01:17:00.760 --> 01:17:01.807 Willow. 01:17:03.200 --> 01:17:04.645 Shit. 01:17:05.200 --> 01:17:06.326 Teddy! 01:17:12.840 --> 01:17:14.285 Mr. and Mrs. Hall. 01:17:15.280 --> 01:17:17.203 - Teddy. - I'm Dr. DeVenne. 01:17:18.200 --> 01:17:19.964 - Teddy? - I am so sorry. 01:17:20.400 --> 01:17:21.561 Where is he? 01:17:21.720 --> 01:17:24.215 He had an epidural hemorrhage in the brain. 01:17:24.240 --> 01:17:26.049 We did everything we could to save him. 01:17:26.560 --> 01:17:27.846 No! 01:17:32.240 --> 01:17:35.642 He will never graduate from T-ball to baseball. 01:17:35.800 --> 01:17:37.643 And never learn to drive. 01:17:38.480 --> 01:17:39.641 Never kiss a girl. 01:17:39.840 --> 01:17:41.080 You can't catch me! 01:17:41.240 --> 01:17:42.571 Never fall in love. 01:17:48.240 --> 01:17:49.605 God! 01:17:52.320 --> 01:17:54.368 I don't wanna... I don't wanna... 01:17:56.320 --> 01:17:57.890 God, I don't wanna... 01:17:58.040 --> 01:17:59.815 I don't wanna do this anymore. 01:17:59.840 --> 01:18:01.569 I want this to be over! 01:18:16.040 --> 01:18:17.135 Give me the chart. 01:18:17.160 --> 01:18:18.360 Abdomen's rigid. Full of fluid. 01:18:18.440 --> 01:18:21.364 Jesus. Splenectomy, brain contusions, collapsed lung. 01:18:21.520 --> 01:18:24.091 - We gotta run. - BP and pulse ox are dropping. 01:18:24.240 --> 01:18:26.400 Okay, let's get her back in surgery. Let's go, come on. 01:18:26.520 --> 01:18:28.568 Get out of the way. Swipe the door, please. 01:18:28.760 --> 01:18:30.808 - Get that elevator. - Out of the way! 01:18:32.240 --> 01:18:33.765 They know we're coming? 01:18:35.640 --> 01:18:38.484 All right, sweetheart. We can only carry you so far. 01:18:38.640 --> 01:18:40.483 After that, it's all you. 01:18:44.320 --> 01:18:45.606 My God. Mia. 01:18:49.440 --> 01:18:50.930 My God. Adam. 01:18:52.240 --> 01:18:53.765 Goodbye, Adam. 01:19:01.920 --> 01:19:03.495 It's almost time. It's almost time. 01:19:03.520 --> 01:19:05.010 I'll take some of that. Yeah. 01:19:05.560 --> 01:19:07.005 Do not! Thank you! 01:19:08.160 --> 01:19:09.491 Cheers. 01:19:11.400 --> 01:19:12.970 Nine, eight, seven, six... 01:19:13.120 --> 01:19:15.122 There you are! Here I am! 01:19:15.280 --> 01:19:17.123 ...five, four... 01:19:17.280 --> 01:19:19.681 ...three, two, one. 01:19:19.840 --> 01:19:21.842 Happy New Year! 01:19:25.160 --> 01:19:28.815 "Even when they were just wasting time 01:19:28.840 --> 01:19:30.775 they weren't wasting time." 01:19:30.800 --> 01:19:33.963 "It was as if no time they spent together could ever be wasted." 01:19:34.760 --> 01:19:35.815 Who said that? 01:19:35.840 --> 01:19:37.444 Some guy in some book. 01:19:37.600 --> 01:19:38.886 And what was he talking about? 01:19:39.000 --> 01:19:40.764 Some couple in some movie. 01:19:40.960 --> 01:19:42.015 My point is... 01:19:42.040 --> 01:19:43.121 Yes, maestro? 01:19:43.280 --> 01:19:46.966 My point is he could have been talking about us. 01:19:47.120 --> 01:19:48.610 That he could. 01:20:02.280 --> 01:20:03.495 Promise me. 01:20:03.520 --> 01:20:04.885 I promise you. 01:20:05.400 --> 01:20:06.811 Wait, what am I promising? 01:20:08.040 --> 01:20:10.361 That we'll spend next New Year's together. 01:20:12.200 --> 01:20:14.726 Even if we're in different places, you'll still be with me. 01:20:14.880 --> 01:20:16.775 No, that's not good enough. Not Skyping, 01:20:16.800 --> 01:20:19.201 not texting, together. 01:20:19.400 --> 01:20:22.404 Baby, you know we can't promise each other that. 01:20:24.720 --> 01:20:27.166 I guess we both know where this is heading. 01:20:40.920 --> 01:20:42.365 Yeah, I guess so. 01:20:51.840 --> 01:20:53.604 The old thing... 01:20:53.760 --> 01:20:55.125 - All right. - Delicious! 01:20:55.280 --> 01:20:56.930 What are you looking at? 01:20:57.120 --> 01:20:59.361 Because we're fascinated. 01:20:59.520 --> 01:21:00.521 - You! - Fascinating. 01:21:00.680 --> 01:21:03.335 You're a spatula man now. 01:21:03.360 --> 01:21:05.249 - Look it, a drummer. - He's totally drumming with it. 01:21:05.400 --> 01:21:07.360 Come on, give me your plate. All right, get ready. 01:21:07.440 --> 01:21:08.975 Hey! There she is. 01:21:09.000 --> 01:21:10.095 Hey! 01:21:10.120 --> 01:21:11.645 Happy New Year! 01:21:11.760 --> 01:21:13.215 If you're still drunk, you're totally grounded. 01:21:13.240 --> 01:21:14.924 If not, I'm gonna let it slide. 01:21:15.080 --> 01:21:16.241 I'm definitely not drunk. 01:21:16.400 --> 01:21:18.801 Well, you were still out all night so come on. Spill. 01:21:18.960 --> 01:21:20.086 How was the party? 01:21:20.280 --> 01:21:21.486 Fine. 01:21:21.640 --> 01:21:23.051 How was Adam? 01:21:27.960 --> 01:21:30.804 Okay, everybody. Let's move this party to another room. 01:21:31.240 --> 01:21:32.446 Let's go. 01:21:32.600 --> 01:21:34.489 Take your mimosas. 01:21:34.640 --> 01:21:36.404 We'll go watch the Rose Parade. 01:21:37.480 --> 01:21:39.642 Come on. Let's go. 01:21:49.320 --> 01:21:50.810 I'm sorry. 01:21:50.960 --> 01:21:52.325 God, it's gross. 01:21:52.480 --> 01:21:53.970 It's not gross. 01:21:55.000 --> 01:21:56.411 God. 01:21:57.280 --> 01:21:58.455 You wash, I'll dry. 01:21:58.480 --> 01:21:59.606 Yeah. 01:21:59.760 --> 01:22:01.285 Make us feel better. 01:22:01.440 --> 01:22:03.329 Warm water, soap. 01:22:05.920 --> 01:22:07.126 God. 01:22:07.280 --> 01:22:09.521 I'm such a mess. 01:22:09.800 --> 01:22:12.015 You know, we had this 01:22:12.040 --> 01:22:14.168 perfect year and a half together. 01:22:16.920 --> 01:22:21.721 And now, we're just moving in different directions. 01:22:21.840 --> 01:22:23.205 Is it over? 01:22:24.360 --> 01:22:25.521 Yeah. 01:22:30.040 --> 01:22:31.855 You're supposed to break up with someone 01:22:31.880 --> 01:22:33.375 because you're not in love with them. 01:22:33.400 --> 01:22:35.448 Not because you're completely in love with them. 01:22:39.720 --> 01:22:41.449 But what do I know, right? I'm only 17. 01:22:41.800 --> 01:22:43.882 You know plenty. 01:22:44.000 --> 01:22:46.731 It's just very inconvenient to fall in love when you're 17. 01:22:47.040 --> 01:22:48.575 Especially if it's the real thing. 01:22:48.600 --> 01:22:51.575 You know, if we weren't musicians, we could just... 01:22:51.600 --> 01:22:54.206 We could just go to college together. 01:22:54.360 --> 01:22:55.964 You know, like normal people do. 01:22:56.080 --> 01:22:57.735 There's no such thing as normal, Mia. 01:22:57.760 --> 01:22:58.935 Every relationship is rough. 01:22:58.960 --> 01:23:00.015 I don't have to tell you that. 01:23:00.040 --> 01:23:01.135 Yeah, I know. 01:23:01.160 --> 01:23:02.161 Don't blame it on music. 01:23:02.320 --> 01:23:04.243 Yeah, but music's the reason we're breaking up. 01:23:05.720 --> 01:23:08.564 That is bullshit, Mia. You know that. 01:23:08.760 --> 01:23:10.569 What am I gonna do? 01:23:11.760 --> 01:23:14.286 I am being completely torn in half. 01:23:16.240 --> 01:23:17.895 You're going to go to Juilliard 01:23:17.920 --> 01:23:19.410 and play the hell out of your cello. 01:23:20.760 --> 01:23:22.603 Or you're not. 01:23:23.680 --> 01:23:25.215 You're gonna stay with Adam 01:23:25.240 --> 01:23:27.322 and have lots of amazing adventures. 01:23:27.520 --> 01:23:29.090 Or you're not. 01:23:29.240 --> 01:23:32.130 Or maybe tomorrow, the Earth's gonna smash into a meteor. 01:23:32.280 --> 01:23:33.645 Or it's not. 01:23:34.360 --> 01:23:37.682 Life is this big fat gigantic stinking mess. 01:23:37.840 --> 01:23:39.968 But that's the beauty of it too. 01:23:41.600 --> 01:23:43.762 Whatever you do, I support you. 01:23:43.960 --> 01:23:45.610 Either way, you win. 01:23:46.600 --> 01:23:49.046 And also either way there's something that you lose. 01:23:51.440 --> 01:23:53.283 What can I say, baby? 01:23:54.200 --> 01:23:56.282 True love's a bitch. 01:24:56.040 --> 01:24:57.201 Gramps. 01:24:59.520 --> 01:25:01.204 Gramps, what do I do? 01:25:08.240 --> 01:25:10.561 I've been trying to think 01:25:10.720 --> 01:25:14.691 of what Denny would want me to say to you. 01:25:15.520 --> 01:25:17.204 The kid was a helluva of dad, wasn't he? 01:25:18.440 --> 01:25:20.442 He sure had me beat. 01:25:21.600 --> 01:25:26.049 I remember the day that he quit the band. 01:25:27.760 --> 01:25:30.411 He just up and said, 01:25:30.560 --> 01:25:33.291 "That's it. The time has come." 01:25:35.040 --> 01:25:37.042 I was surprised. 01:25:38.720 --> 01:25:41.929 I never really liked the way the band sounded, 01:25:43.080 --> 01:25:45.048 but I knew how important it was to him. 01:25:45.240 --> 01:25:48.642 And so I asked him, I said, "Why are you quitting?" 01:25:49.560 --> 01:25:51.895 And he said, 01:25:51.920 --> 01:25:55.575 "You make sacrifices for your kids." 01:25:55.600 --> 01:25:57.364 "For your kids." 01:25:58.720 --> 01:26:00.575 He said that without even blinking. 01:26:00.600 --> 01:26:02.568 That's why he quit the band. 01:26:02.760 --> 01:26:04.171 For Teddy. 01:26:04.320 --> 01:26:05.560 For you. 01:26:06.760 --> 01:26:09.843 It was when he heard you play so well. 01:26:10.000 --> 01:26:12.401 I think that's when it clicked for him. 01:26:13.640 --> 01:26:16.246 Your incredible talent, it... 01:26:16.800 --> 01:26:20.407 He just couldn't believe it. 01:26:20.520 --> 01:26:24.605 And all he wanted to do was to give you more. 01:26:24.760 --> 01:26:26.808 So, he quit the band, 01:26:26.920 --> 01:26:28.684 he sold his drum kit 01:26:29.800 --> 01:26:31.450 and he bought you that cello. 01:26:33.440 --> 01:26:34.965 Sacrifice. 01:26:35.840 --> 01:26:38.491 That's what we do for the people that we love. 01:26:40.680 --> 01:26:42.603 And here's mine, Mia. 01:26:43.520 --> 01:26:45.284 I want you to live. 01:26:45.960 --> 01:26:48.281 I want that more than anything in this world. 01:26:48.440 --> 01:26:51.967 I want you to fight like hell to stay with us. 01:26:53.320 --> 01:26:56.290 But, with everybody else gone, 01:26:56.480 --> 01:26:58.482 I know it might not be what you want. 01:26:58.640 --> 01:27:02.804 It might be too hard for you to keep fighting, so... 01:27:05.800 --> 01:27:07.529 If you wanna go, 01:27:08.960 --> 01:27:11.167 I want you to know it's okay. 01:27:12.200 --> 01:27:13.565 It's okay. 01:27:17.160 --> 01:27:19.003 I understand. 01:27:30.520 --> 01:27:32.010 Thank you. 01:27:40.040 --> 01:27:41.166 Gramps? 01:28:35.400 --> 01:28:36.561 Hey. 01:28:38.880 --> 01:28:40.120 Hey. 01:28:44.840 --> 01:28:46.695 So many people have come to see you 01:28:46.720 --> 01:28:49.121 I've lost count of them all. 01:28:50.440 --> 01:28:54.255 There are like 30 people 01:28:54.280 --> 01:28:55.805 in that waiting room. 01:28:59.240 --> 01:29:02.164 Some are related to you and some aren't, 01:29:03.680 --> 01:29:05.523 but we're your family. 01:29:08.080 --> 01:29:10.845 You still have a family, Mia. 01:29:23.000 --> 01:29:24.331 Look. 01:29:26.160 --> 01:29:28.606 This is my favorite picture of you. 01:29:28.800 --> 01:29:29.801 Even 01:29:32.120 --> 01:29:33.610 You were so happy that day. 01:29:38.000 --> 01:29:39.764 And no matter what, 01:29:40.640 --> 01:29:43.325 that's the way I'm always gonna remember you. 01:29:51.800 --> 01:29:55.805 The best day of my life was one I never even saw coming. 01:29:56.040 --> 01:29:57.295 It was Labor Day, 01:29:57.320 --> 01:30:00.529 early this fall before things started to go bad with Adam. 01:30:01.160 --> 01:30:04.562 In some ways, it was just like a usual potluck dinner. 01:30:05.520 --> 01:30:07.727 But there was a special feel to it. 01:30:07.880 --> 01:30:09.848 People kept on showing up. 01:30:10.000 --> 01:30:12.455 All the old friends from Dad's band days 01:30:12.480 --> 01:30:15.484 and all the new ones from Adam's band. 01:30:15.680 --> 01:30:18.490 Willow and Henry were there with their newborn baby. 01:30:18.920 --> 01:30:21.321 Dad hauled the barbecue out of the basement 01:30:21.520 --> 01:30:23.887 and he and Teddy spent the day flipping burgers. 01:30:24.040 --> 01:30:25.975 And when it started to get dark 01:30:26.000 --> 01:30:28.571 Henry had the bright idea to start a bonfire. 01:30:38.040 --> 01:30:39.041 Mia! 01:30:42.400 --> 01:30:44.528 No way! I'm not playing for you guys. 01:30:44.680 --> 01:30:46.205 Not for us, with us. 01:30:46.360 --> 01:30:47.800 Seriously, Mia, if you don't, I will. 01:30:47.920 --> 01:30:50.287 And have you ever heard the sound of a thousand dying cats? 01:30:50.440 --> 01:30:52.568 Come on, Hall. We're playing together. 01:30:53.680 --> 01:30:55.523 I really hate you all. 01:31:02.360 --> 01:31:03.655 All right, Mia. 01:31:03.680 --> 01:31:04.806 Gotta play for us, Mia. 01:31:21.800 --> 01:31:24.883 I've always thought of the cello as a solo instrument. 01:31:25.240 --> 01:31:28.164 It's probably why it's always made me so comfortable. 01:31:28.320 --> 01:31:29.810 Just me and my cello. 01:31:31.600 --> 01:31:33.975 But that night, sitting around the bonfire, 01:31:34.000 --> 01:31:36.571 jamming with Adam and everyone else, 01:31:36.760 --> 01:31:38.410 I realized I was wrong. 01:31:38.560 --> 01:31:41.166 The cello isn't a solo instrument. 01:31:41.600 --> 01:31:43.455 It's part of something bigger. 01:31:43.480 --> 01:31:46.609 Today is the greatest 01:31:46.880 --> 01:31:48.882 Day I've ever known 01:31:49.080 --> 01:31:52.402 Can't live for tomorrow 01:31:52.640 --> 01:31:54.642 Tomorrow's much too long 01:31:54.960 --> 01:31:58.646 I'll burn my eyes out 01:32:00.920 --> 01:32:04.606 Before I get out 01:32:06.520 --> 01:32:09.046 I wanted more 01:32:12.280 --> 01:32:16.683 Than life could ever grant me 01:32:17.960 --> 01:32:21.089 Bored by the chore 01:32:23.800 --> 01:32:27.361 Of saving face 01:32:29.560 --> 01:32:32.962 Today is the greatest 01:32:33.120 --> 01:32:35.202 Day I've never known 01:32:35.320 --> 01:32:38.483 Can't wait for tomorrow 01:32:38.920 --> 01:32:40.809 I might not have that long 01:32:41.120 --> 01:32:44.966 I'll tear my heart out 01:32:46.960 --> 01:32:51.204 Before I get out 01:33:00.080 --> 01:33:01.775 The thing is, Mom and Dad 01:33:01.800 --> 01:33:03.165 always had their scene. 01:33:03.320 --> 01:33:04.924 And Adam had his. 01:33:05.080 --> 01:33:08.607 And I was always jealous because I didn't have mine. 01:33:08.760 --> 01:33:10.842 Until the night of the bonfire. 01:33:11.520 --> 01:33:13.170 That was my scene. 01:33:13.920 --> 01:33:15.365 That was where I belonged. 01:33:19.520 --> 01:33:21.682 That's what happiness felt like. 01:33:24.840 --> 01:33:27.002 But that could never exist again. 01:35:29.160 --> 01:35:31.401 Just after this piece. 01:36:16.400 --> 01:36:17.526 Adam. 01:36:33.320 --> 01:36:34.735 Mia. 01:36:34.760 --> 01:36:35.855 Don't. 01:36:35.880 --> 01:36:37.211 Stay. 01:36:39.840 --> 01:36:43.015 I know a huge part of your life is forever ruined 01:36:43.040 --> 01:36:45.855 because of what happened today. 01:36:45.880 --> 01:36:48.575 I'm not dumb enough to think that I can fix it. 01:36:48.600 --> 01:36:50.090 You can't. 01:36:51.240 --> 01:36:52.969 But I went to your house. 01:36:54.240 --> 01:36:57.562 And I had to climb up the balcony to get in like I used to. 01:36:59.680 --> 01:37:02.411 And I found this in your mail slot. 01:37:04.120 --> 01:37:06.295 I totally broke and entered and stole your mail, 01:37:06.320 --> 01:37:08.243 so the Feds might be comin' after me. 01:37:20.960 --> 01:37:22.246 "Dear Mia, 01:37:22.600 --> 01:37:24.887 it gives me tremendous pleasure..." 01:37:28.600 --> 01:37:30.329 Mia, you got in. 01:37:31.920 --> 01:37:33.922 To Juilliard. Mia, you did it. 01:37:35.280 --> 01:37:36.645 I got in. 01:37:39.600 --> 01:37:41.602 And if you want me to come with you, I will. 01:37:43.120 --> 01:37:44.963 Okay, I'll move to New York. 01:37:45.960 --> 01:37:48.008 I'll do whatever you want. 01:37:49.160 --> 01:37:50.969 Just please stay. 01:37:52.560 --> 01:37:54.403 You're my home, Mia. 01:37:55.760 --> 01:37:56.935 I don't care where we are. 01:37:56.960 --> 01:37:58.849 I just care that we're together. 01:38:00.960 --> 01:38:02.689 I know that now. 01:38:05.400 --> 01:38:07.880 I will do anything if you stay. 01:38:09.120 --> 01:38:10.645 I can't. 01:38:11.640 --> 01:38:12.801 You know I can't. 01:38:19.640 --> 01:38:21.400 I'm still kinda working on this thing, but... 01:38:31.320 --> 01:38:33.209 You wrote me a song. 01:38:39.200 --> 01:38:42.170 Breathe deep, breathe clear 01:38:42.560 --> 01:38:45.006 Know that I'm here 01:38:45.200 --> 01:38:48.170 Know that I'm here 01:38:48.320 --> 01:38:49.526 Waiting 01:38:49.680 --> 01:38:52.843 Stay strong, stay gold 01:38:53.000 --> 01:38:55.002 You don't have to fear 01:38:55.680 --> 01:38:58.524 You don't have to fear 01:38:58.840 --> 01:38:59.935 Waiting 01:38:59.960 --> 01:39:06.684 I'll see you soon 01:39:09.080 --> 01:39:14.086 How could a heart like yours 01:39:14.200 --> 01:39:19.366 Ever love a heart like mine? 01:39:19.520 --> 01:39:24.208 How could I live before? 01:39:24.560 --> 01:39:28.360 How could I have been so blind? 01:39:30.400 --> 01:39:32.687 So blind 01:39:32.840 --> 01:39:34.888 You opened up my heart... 01:39:37.200 --> 01:39:39.521 You still have a family. 01:39:39.640 --> 01:39:41.005 All your love 01:39:41.240 --> 01:39:43.242 Is all I'll ever need 01:39:44.400 --> 01:39:46.846 I will do anything if you stay. 01:39:48.560 --> 01:39:49.721 If you wanna go, 01:39:49.920 --> 01:39:51.968 I want you to know it's okay. 01:39:55.960 --> 01:40:00.249 How could I live before? 01:40:00.960 --> 01:40:02.371 How could I have lived? 01:40:23.760 --> 01:40:24.807 Mia. 01:40:33.760 --> 01:40:37.970 Take my mind and take my pain 01:40:41.160 --> 01:40:45.643 Like an empty bottle takes the rain 01:40:48.960 --> 01:40:54.091 And heal, heal 01:40:54.760 --> 01:40:56.888 Heal, heal 01:41:00.360 --> 01:41:05.002 Take my past and take my sins 01:41:07.920 --> 01:41:12.642 Like an empty sail takes the wind 01:41:16.000 --> 01:41:20.847 And heal, heal 01:41:21.560 --> 01:41:23.881 Heal, heal 01:41:27.440 --> 01:41:34.449 And tell me some things last 01:41:36.800 --> 01:41:43.524 And tell me some things last 01:42:01.360 --> 01:42:05.570 Take my heart and take my hand 01:42:08.280 --> 01:42:12.683 Like an ocean takes the dirty sands 01:42:15.840 --> 01:42:20.607 And heal, heal 01:42:20.760 --> 01:42:23.047 Heal, heal 01:42:25.880 --> 01:42:30.169 Take my mind and take my pain 01:42:33.000 --> 01:42:37.085 Like an empty bottle takes the rain 01:42:40.120 --> 01:42:44.808 And heal, heal 01:42:44.960 --> 01:42:47.406 Heal, heal 01:42:49.400 --> 01:42:55.851 And tell me some things last 01:42:58.160 --> 01:43:04.441 And tell me some things last 01:43:06.840 --> 01:43:13.291 And tell me some things last 01:43:15.760 --> 01:43:22.291 And tell me some things last 01:43:36.640 --> 01:43:39.325 I spend these hollow nights 01:43:40.200 --> 01:43:42.646 All alone 01:43:46.840 --> 01:43:49.605 Safe from the looking glass 01:43:50.160 --> 01:43:53.323 That you kept home 01:43:56.440 --> 01:43:58.169 Let's go 01:44:02.240 --> 01:44:05.135 I saw the sea and knew 01:44:05.160 --> 01:44:09.131 It was a mirage 01:44:12.400 --> 01:44:15.324 It wasn't even so 01:44:15.680 --> 01:44:18.923 I played the odds 01:44:23.480 --> 01:44:26.086 Full of black and blues 01:44:28.600 --> 01:44:31.206 From all the nights with you 01:44:31.360 --> 01:44:33.647 I never wanted to go 01:44:34.000 --> 01:44:35.889 I don't want you anymore 01:44:36.520 --> 01:44:41.447 I don't want you to feel the same as me 01:44:41.640 --> 01:44:43.927 I never wanted to go 01:44:44.240 --> 01:44:46.481 But now I'm letting you know 01:44:46.680 --> 01:44:48.967 I just wanted to feel 01:44:49.200 --> 01:44:53.728 The life in me 01:44:58.360 --> 01:45:01.204 I went from solid steel 01:45:01.720 --> 01:45:04.963 To broken glass 01:45:08.600 --> 01:45:11.331 The darkest side in me 01:45:11.840 --> 01:45:14.571 You brought out fast 01:45:19.520 --> 01:45:22.490 The things I said were true 01:45:24.640 --> 01:45:27.291 I'm taking them back from you 01:45:27.560 --> 01:45:29.927 I never wanted to go 01:45:30.240 --> 01:45:32.242 I don't want you anymore 01:45:32.840 --> 01:45:37.767 I don't want you to feel the same as me 01:45:37.880 --> 01:45:40.201 I never wanted to go 01:45:40.440 --> 01:45:42.841 But now I'm letting you know 01:45:43.000 --> 01:45:45.241 I just wanted to feel 01:45:45.440 --> 01:45:49.161 The life in me 01:45:49.920 --> 01:45:52.127 I miss you 01:45:52.440 --> 01:45:54.602 I wish you 01:45:55.720 --> 01:45:57.643 Will let me be 01:46:00.080 --> 01:46:02.287 Just leave it 01:46:02.440 --> 01:46:04.575 We stopped breathing 01:46:04.600 --> 01:46:07.570 I need to be free 01:46:08.480 --> 01:46:10.881 I never wanted to go 01:46:11.040 --> 01:46:13.168 But now I'm letting you know 01:46:13.480 --> 01:46:15.415 I just wanted to feel 01:46:15.440 --> 01:46:21.163 The life in me